Diary of a Guitarist

Entry 9

Dear diary,

So i did some thinking over about me reading Ashtons diary, and now I feel as if that was a very, very bad idea.

I haven't seen ashton in three days and I know that in two hours hes coming over to pick up the last of his things.

I don't know if I should tell him that i did a very bad thing, or if he should find out from people's reactions towards him.

I think that as his boyf- ex... I should tell him and accept any form of violence i get.

Whatever he does it can't be worse than what he already did to me.

Gone off with my ex who he tried for 6 months to get rid of. went off with this bat crap crazy girl who knows almost everything about us. He cheated on me!

He doesn't know what hes doing and it scares me. What happened to the old Ashton? The old fun crazy beautiful one who did nothing but eat rainbows and barf glitter.

I miss him.

And because of my bad thing I don't know if i'll ever get him back.

-Luke