"𝙍𝙄𝘿𝙀 𝙈𝙀, 𝘽𝘼𝙀" 𝘔𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘨 𝘚𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺

011.

author's pov

Minho couldn't sleep all night, after Jisung's words that hit him it was hard to think of anything else.

He was already drinking his third beer when Chan unexpectedly called him.

"hey minho, it's late I didn't think you'd answer" said chan who was apparently making himself comfortable on the bed.

"mh, why did you call?"

"I noticed Jisung first, he didn't seem excited about your arrival, did you talk or anything?"

"he told me to leave him alone for that night chan, he told me to see him another day, the words hit me and here I am more depressed than when I sprained my ankle and couldn't dance for 2 months" minho said sarcastically.

"so he gave you the cold shoulder I see"

"exactly, and it's hurting like a knife, do you think I should call him to fix it?"

"minho from what i know, jisung doesn't seem like one to stay up this late, maybe he did it with the intention of doing this to you but he definitely didn't do it to hurt you, there's something underneath that jisung always hides, he's afraid of his feelings, of his opinions" chan explained, which was a misunderstanding from my point of view.

"so I should talk to him tomorrow?"

"it would be the right thing, try to hold onto him, always go looking for him, that's for sure what he likes, changbin told me before that jisung has always been the type to be an attention whore, you have to go and look for him and give him the attention he expects"

"sometimes I joke with boys that you act like a father but now you really look like one" minho chuckled a bit.

"there was no need to stress it - channiee" a voice in the background can be heard and minho obviously understood who it was

"I'll leave you to your little personal problem, I think he woke up when you were on the call."

chan chuckled and nodded as if minho was there to see him, hugged changbin and quickly said bye to minho.

Minho realized that the only thing to do was to look for Jisung if he wanted to get him.

minho wasn't the type to accept challenges, but apparently for this boy yes.

time skip

Minho found himself asleep the next morning, the 4 bottles entirely drunk next to him.

he felt the need to take a shower, he just felt the need to make himself look good for jisung, the appearance should also have its effect right?

he took a shower, coming out of there he met hyunjin, who was drinking his morning coffee, without a shirt and and just sweatpants.

in his room he heard a groaning sound, a person apparently waking up.

in hyunjin's room there was no less than felix.

"hyunjin what the fuck happened? why is he here?" minho asked turning to hyunjin.

"a fuck every now and then is good for my body." he replied.

"you're telling me you fucked his friend, after he ignored me?! he was already pissed off with m-"

"he wasn't pissed off, he wanted to see if you would continue to follow him, if this situation really matters to you that much. usual jisung stuff, attention whore" this was the second time he heard this word in one day, apparently this nickname was awarded to the boy.

"so he wasn't angry?"

"not at all, it was more him against his own emotions"

"Understood"

"he always goes to the library every morning half an hour before classes start, if you want to have some time alone with him to talk to him you can find him there"

"Thank you"

"no worries" he said, sitting down, on hyunjin's lap.

"no second fuck in the kitchen thanks" she said, going to her room to change.

as soon as he was in the room he put on black Calvin Klein boxers, black baggy pants that were around his hips, showing the the brand of his underwear peeking out, a green hoodie that accentuated his black hair, dyed a few days ago.

"I'm going, see you later" he said to the two boys who were kissing.

hyunjin waved with his right hand which he then placed on felix's ass.

Minho ran through the corridors of the dormitories, trying to get to the school library as quickly as possible.

As soon as he entered, he looked around and noticed that the library was on the second floor.

he ran up the stairs, two steps were one for him, as soon as he got inside, he looked for jisung with his eyes and found him concentrating on a book, sitting at a table, near the window.

he slowly approached jisung, sitting beside him.

jisung seemed very aware of the boy beside him.

"hey" minho muttered, his palms were sweating.

jisung didn't answer, he continued reading his book.

"jisung I'm really sorry"

"oh. and why?" jisung asked sarcastically.

"im sorry if I didn't search for you when you left me yesterday night" he said looking in jisung's eyes even if he wasn't concentrating on him.

"you said you wanted to pursue me, you want me, so why won't you even try hard to do it? you already gave up? you thought I wasn't good to try hard? what made you do this mistake?" jisung lashed out, still quiet since he was in the library.

"im really sorry, i didn't know. I was too dumb to know im really really sorry" minho continued to look into his eyes, now gripping his hand too.

"please forgive me, please I really want to purse you, please I really want this, please" minho tried his best, almost getting onto his knees infront of jisung.

as jisung sighed, looking at minho and then back at his hand.

"alright...I'll forgive you! but only this time. I think my friends told you about me and my personality so if you do any mistakes then we're done."

sure jisung. say it how many times you want but it's never gonna change the fact that you lied even now.