Help me?

Chapter 4

Chapter 4

I woke screaming, thrashing around trying to shake the feeling off. Each time I closed my eyes I saw their faces smiling, laughing, enjoying my pain. I felt something wet on my face. I looked up to see Esme wiping my face with a cloth.

'She's awake' Esme called. 'What happened?' I croak with a raw voice. 'You passed out, you were crying so much. You've been out for almost a week. Carlisle had you on a drip for a few days.' Esme explains.

I feel Edward smooth my hair. 'I feel awful' I croaked. 'Don't worry, you'll start to feel better soon. I'm just so glad your awake, you were so bad.' I nod. 'I'm sorry' I say clasping my throat. 'Here' Esme hands me a glass of water. I drink it down thirstily.

'Don't be sorry love, it's not your fault.' I fake a smile. 'What did I miss?' Suddenly I feel arms latch around me, I bite back a scream but I know Edward has seen the look on my face. 'Alice, let go' he asks her. 'Sorry, I'm just so glad your ok' she releases me and helps as I sit up. She sits on the sofa next to me. 'Couldn't you see my future?' I ask her carefully. 'No, it was always changing, sometimes I could see you sometimes it was blank. I couldn't bear it. Jasper was practically tearing his hair out with not only his worry but everyone else's. I'm just so glad your here.' I sigh and flash an apologetic smile at Jasper who is across the room.

'How are you feeling Bella?' Carlisle asked as he came to kneel in front of me. 'I don't know, it's all weird.' My head falls a bit. 'We will have to watch you for the first day or two, to make sure you don't have a relapse but your vitals look good. I don't think that's a problem.' I nod, 'thanks Carlisle for taking care of me, thank you all of you.' Carlisle smiles. 'You need some food.'