Here For You

Chapter 6

Ivan.

"Shit bro, you look so happy."

Malcom said, and I just ignored and buried my soul in the song playing in my headphones.
Consume by Chase Atlantic.
It's just perfect.

"Answer me."

He slapped my arm, I shot him a warning shot.

"Alright, but you'll tell me later."

I sighed and nodded.
I was mad yesterday because I didn't see her but today was just a miracle.
Seeing her was like seeing an angel standing in front of me.
And what made my heart race is the fact that she is in 'Beaumont' high school.
The same one I am in.
Shit.
She still didn't arrive.
I kept waiting at the entrance but she didn't appear, so Malcom and I started to walk, it looks like her bus is still picking up students.
My hands started to sweat, I am so excited to meet her.
But what is bad is the fact that she might be in a different class.
I will fucking burn the whole school then.
I want her to be in the same class as mine.
I want her to sit next to me or in front of me.
I want her to be my friend.
Shit, I am obsessing over her a lot.
Well, that's ok because I am enjoying every bit of it.
That way she stuck in my mind is entertaining me.
It's just weird and I will get used to it.
I've never loved a girl before.
And I loved her the moment I saw her.
This shit is messed up.

"Your lucky, Jessica still didn't arrive."

I stopped the music and took off my headphones.

"Can't you just shut up about her for once?"

"I like making you mad."

"Your signing for your own death."

"Hell yeah, I am excited."

"Suck my dick."

"Your so inappropriate."

He shook his head, I am that close to losing my patient.

"You fuck girls and you say that I am saying inappropriate things?"

"That's natural."

"Jesus, just kill yourself , Malcom."

He laughed, I love him but he sometimes gets annoying.

"I wanna get a drink."

"Go get Cocaine and kill yourself."

"I am too young to die, I just want cold coffee or something "

"Alright. Go and I will be waiting at the main gate."

He nodded and walked away.
I made my way toward the entrance and regretted it when I spotted Jessica.
Shit, she saw me.
I turned around but she yelled my name.

"Ivan! Wait!"

I sigh and rolled my eyes then turned around.
The moment I did, she dropped herself on me and wrapped her arms around me.

"I miss you! You look even more handsome than before."

"Thank you."

I said dryly, I pulled her away, her red hair slamming my face.

"Let's go!"

"Sorry, Malcom is waiting for me."

She rolled her eyes and crossed her arms.

"You can hang out with him later."

She dropped her hands to her hips.

"I don't know what you like about him."

She said and I know what she is referring to, she is referring to his skin tone, He is black.
She is fucking racist.
I don't know why she hates black people while in fact black people are just amazing.
Their skin tone makes them unique other than people.
Their humor is the best, their hair is so pretty, I like men with braids.
Shit, I sound gay.
They have the best facial harmony.
They have perfect lips, perfect eyes, perfect nose and just everything perfect.
I always wished to have a black friend and when I got Malcom I was so grateful.
He is the best, maybe he is annoying but no one can take his place in my heart.
She can suck my dick if she didn't like it.
Holy shit, I just cursed a woman... fuck.

"I like everything about him."

She rolled her eyes again, I just want to rip them off.
I never hate nor curse women, because my mother taught me that
I should respect everyone, men and women.
But when it comes to her, I can't even hold myself, I can't stand her for a second.
I hate myself because of that.
She took my head and dragged me, just when she did, I spotted the girl I've been waiting for.
I couldn't do anything since Jessica won't let me go.
Fucking bitch.

I am sitting next to Malcom, my eyes stuck on her.
I still didn't know her name.
The bell rang just when Jessica dragged me away.
I swear I wasn't as grateful as I am before.
But now, I am pissed, that girl is sitting in the front.
I hate that place so goddamn much, she could've chose to sit anywhere but there.
She looks so beautiful, her hair, her lips, her eyes everything just as perfect as I last saw her.
Her gloss killed me that morning, her full lips covered up with gloss was the death of me.
I wanted to kiss her.
Okay, what the fuck? I am going too far...maybe not...or maybe yes.

"You didn't take your eyes of that girl."

Malcom said, his eyes drifted to her, he is examining her.

"You like her?"

He asked, my heart skipped a beat.
Like her?
Brother, I am in love with her.

"No, of course no."

I rolled my eyes, trying to sound real.
He will never leave me alone if he knew I loved a girl at first sight.

"Liar."

"I am not lying."

"Oh, yes you are."

"Malcom just shut up."

He smirked.

"I will get her-"

"I will rip your head off."

He laughed and got all the attention toward us, even her attention, our eyes locked for a second and a wave of emotion danced inside me.
I put my hand to my heart and breathed through my mouth.
What the fuck happened?
I hid my face, I am on fire.
It was a simple eye contact and I got this fucked up.
Shit.

"Your face is like a tomato, Ivan."

I looked at him and the desire to slap him increased.

"I swear to god, at lunch you'll beg me to kill you."

"Oh my god, I am scared."

I slapped his leg.

"Jeez, calm down."

"Can't blame you, she is beautiful."

"I know right."

"Got you, you like her."

I nodded in agreement, for the first time in my life I've admitted that I liked a girl.
I like her.
So much.
All I want is talk to her.
As Ivan not the biker she met.
I will be two persons to her.
One as a friend and one as a lover.
I have set my goal and no one will stop me.