My Diary

I LOVE PTV (it has nothing to do with this)

This morning I had the relief of waking at 06:00 rather than 05:30 because I'd decided to shower last night. (I think I'm going to do that every night because I usually shower in the mornings and I'm always in a rush)
I've been staying at my grandmas since last Thursday and, as I catch the bus neither my grandma nor my cousin (who's also staying over) was awake.
It was incredibly cold this morning, I almost froze to death on the way to the bus stop but it wasn't as bad as yesterday when the fog almost got me hit by a car.
So I caught the bus and I completely embarrassed myself because I fell over (I was lucky I landed in a seat).

I have to catch 2 buses to school and unfortunately I have to wait at the same bus stop as Sam and her friends, not that they talk to me. Though Sam does say hi to me (don't ask why because idk either).

Either way period 1 I had pe (dreadful I know). And I'm in a mixed group with boys (further more dreadful).
So I was put on a team and I happen to be cursed at pe. I can't catch or throw to save my life (I may or may not also run from the ball)

So I was playing and I was logically talking to my teammates (who hate pe as much as me) and my teacher got so pissed
And yelled at me about running from the ball..
I mean, it's not my fault that she put a group of over competitive boys against the least athletic team you could imagine, if I'd gone near that ball I would have been tackled as if i were an escaped zoo animal 😒.

Plus, she has some sort of favouritism towards the guys In my class, she's always complimenting them, especially this one guy who she ALWAYS compliments. I genuinely need to apologise to her because I was talking shit about her to my friends and saying she was obsessed with him. She over heard and I feel like an absolute asshole.
Like, sure she's favouring them, especially him but I shouldn't have put it that way.
My friends don't feel guilty at all though so I'm going to apologise solo.

I was SOOO glad when the fire alarm went off though, the book we are reading in the 25 minutes my school forces us to read as a class is so damn boring. (It's called 'empress and aniya') it's not like the blurb describes at all and it's honestly just bland. The year 7s get to read Anne franks diary and we get THAT.

I genuinely want to know who created quantitative chemistry? Last year it was my favourite subject and now the maths has melted my brain into goo. Sure, today's lesson wasn't so bad, we were just doing relative formula mass calculations. I hate physics but at the moment, chemistry is worse. I have to do maths in physics, chemistry and of course maths. That's EIGHT times per week. I'm dying.

We got to leave early today though due to year 6 open evening, which I question every year because it's always 2 weeks after the school year begins.
I was supposed to be there because I chose music for GCSE but I got out of it fortunately, if not I'd have to perform in front of everyone. I can't switch now though, it's too late.

-A