"I have to leave the room sometimes you know. The way her bright blue eyes light up when she smiles. The way her hair looks when she's riding shotgun and the windows are open. Its hard not to fall in love with her. I love Janine dont get me wrong, shes beautiful, shes smart, she's the mother of my children, shes everything i wanted. wanted. Past tense. i dont want to break her heart but i dont feel that feeling i used to. Theres nothing there when we kiss. My toes used to curl and my heart would race, but now nothing. I get that feeling when i just look at Reba. I cant do anything about it, she loves Narvel and im supposed to love Janine." "look, Ronnie. I know how hard it is. Loving someone you cant have. But im going to tell you something if you swear to never tell anyone. Especially Reba" "yes of course. I wont tell anyone kix. Promise." "I was talking to Reba a few weeks ago. We were talking about you. One of her fans from twitter pointed out the way you two looked at each other in the pictures from celebrity fight night on her birthday." "Well. What did she say?" "She said she thinks she loves you Ronnie" "shit--- im not sure how much longer i can keep it from her kix. Knowing what i know--- knowing that she thinks she loves me. What does think even mean how does a person not know if they love somebody. God she makes thing so difficult. But shes so god damn perfect. I dont even care. I would die for her kix" "Then do something about it" "what am i supposed to do?" "What your heart tells you to do."
