Moving On.

Chapter 4.

Chapter 4.

Its the late in the afternoon, the sunset almost about to appear.

Soo ae walks in the restaurant they agreed on meeting at, Dohwa sits comfortably. He seems very excited but also anxious.

Sitting down on the chair, "Hello Dohwa, I wanted you to read this before...."

Dohwa's mood instantly dropped, his face changed from excited to shocked.

"What.....?"

There lays a contract, CONTRACT popped in his mind. A contract he has to sign, an NDA he can agree with.

A fake boyfriend......

He has to pretend to be Soo ae's boyfriend, of course he wanted to date her back in high school but he wouldn't have known it would be like this.

Dowha read and signed the contract, agreeing to be Soo ae's fake boyfriend, a contract boyfriend for now.

Once again he's disappointed, he had always loved Soo ae for never seeing him in a bad light and thinking he's all just looks but instead thought of him as an actual person.

That same person, who wanted him to be in a contract relationship.

He had always thought he he was competing for Soo ae, and after he left he never wanted to be in a situation like that again.

And then now, he has to pretend to be her boyfriend to..... make Eunhyuk jealous.......

It felt like just like high school again, being against him makes him nauseous.

Dohwa doesn't know how to feel right now.

Soo ae alone, in front of him makes him slightly happy again, but this news makes it harder for him to actually be happy.

He can't be happy, as an actor he can easily hide his emotions he's feeling now, since he has over 10 years of experience.

He can't think, of course he can't.

It feels like he's being played right now, he feels like a puppet, being controlled by the master who made him....

"I'm......being played........." Dohwa thought,

After that whole thing, Soo ae went back home, knowing this is the result it should come to, she can finally be happy.

She wonders what Dohwa's thinking about.

After seeing his expression, it made her feel a tad-bit sad for making him sign it, but that was the only solution to all the problems she's facing.

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Dowha went into the car his manager was driving,

"So back to your apartment, Dohwa?" Manager Kim asked,

"Take me to the bar, need to drink tonight....."

"Yeah sure..."

After arriving to the usual place he's seen at, he goes into the vip section,

"The usual, please."

"Coming up,"

The bartender quickly made his drink, taking the cup he drank, thinking about what happened that day, all the way from when he woke up to the time he signed the contract.

'What have I done, to deserve this....?' Dowha thought

He teamed up, knowing he will never date Soo ae, knowing Soo ae will never accept him, knowing nobody will love him as an actual person like she did, after all she's just a first love.

Hes never been this sad ever since high school,

crying silently, he ordered another drink until he was drunk,

he was sad,

he felt like he was the only one in this world.

He wanted to cry and just run away, but he couldn't. He was an important person right now, people will follow him just for their pleasure. He just wanted somebody to hug. He wanted someone to hug him and make him feel happy.

He went home to his apartment all sniffled and sad, he could barely walk as he wobbled.

He just wished he can be someone special to anyone, it didn't matter.

He wanted it more than he wanted to be used in this whole situation, his heart wrenched as he thought about it more.

He wanted cry even more but he couldn't, the tears couldn't fall out anymore.

At this moment he could taste his own snot, he felt like nothing.

He felt something so useless, he didn't want to be used anymore.

Didn't want to be compared to Eunhyuk anymore, what can he do.

But he still felt sad, so sad. He just wanted to run off into the sunset avoiding everything. Wanted to escape his life, but he still felt sad.

He felt sad, but he couldn't do anything about it....

-To be Continued-

Hiiii guys! Sorry for the Dohwa angst, just felt like making him cry like the author is trying to do! Kudos and Comments are appreciated! （＾ω＾）