Hear Me Out

Chapter Two ~ Lies

**Authors note**

Hey everyone!! I'm sooo sorry that I haven't updated in a while! I've been really busy and have had a lot of stuff to deal with so the update just kept getting pushed back! :( I really hope you guys are liking the story,, but please tell me if it's horrible because if it is, there's no point in writing anymore of the story! Thank you for reading everyone!! I hope you enjoy!!

Harry's P.O.V

One thing you should know about Dawn and I. The second I wake up I know right away if something is wrong with her, and visa versa. 

Today was one of those days. 

I slowly opened my eyes to the blinding light coming through my window. 

"Uggghhh" I mumbled to myself.

Why was the bed always so much more comfortable when I woke up...

After staring blankly at my ceiling for a while, I saw my phone flash and I immediatly hopped out of bed to see who it was from. I was really hoping it was Dawn, which it was, but as soon as I read the message my heart sank. 

From: Dawn 11:05 A.M

Crap she sent that was over half an hour ago....

Sorry Harry. I'm not gonna be able to meet up with you today... i've got... stuff... to do. I'll see you later.     ~Dawny xx

That moment right then is when I knew something was definietly wrong with Dawn. Hair uncombed I slipped on a pair of jeans, threw on a sweater, ripped open my door, and began sprinting to the bridge. i just hoped I would make it in time...

************* At the time the message was sent******************

Dawn's P.O.V

It was 15 minutes before i could finally bring myself to send the message to Harry. I felt so horrible lieing to him, but I just couldn't do this anymore. Besides, he would forget about me soon enough anyway... Or at least I hoped he would. 

I casually walked down the stairs, razor shoved down into my back pocket, and was "greeted" by my dad at the kitchen table. And by greeted, I mean he glanced up at me for two seconds before returning his gaze to his bowl of frosted flakes; Obviously getting soggier by the second. I lifted up my hands and signed "I'm going out", secretly hoping he would ask where... Why? I don't even know. But he simply signed "K" and went back to his nasty cereal, which at this point always seemed more intersting to him than his suicidal daughter. He had been like this ever since mom died. I mean, I could understand the first few years. Him and Mom had been together since 7th grade and loosing her was almost unbearable at first. But after 11 years, it's just pathetic.

And the worst part is that all these 11 years he's always treated me like it's my fault she died. I see it in his eyes everytime he looks at me. He always seems to forget I'm deaf, not blind.

When I came back out of my thoughts I realized I was already half way to the bridge. The sad thing is, I was actually over joyed to be so close to it. I had nothing to loose at this point. My mom, my dad, my hearing, and my sanity were all gone. The only one left was Harry but like I said before, it was only a matter of time before I lost him too. 

I slowly walked to the rail of the bridge.  All I had to do was climb on top and fall. That seemed easy enough, right?

Wrong. 

Tears began falling down my face and even though I couldn't hear it, I could feel myself making those ugly sobbing noises. For a second, I thought about turning around and throwing the razor into the water and running back home. But then I remembered home, and my dad, and neither of them are who they once were. I climbed on top of the railing, looking down at the crazy rapids. They looked especially terrifying from all the way up here. 

I took two deep breaths. I didn't bother getting out the Razor. I wanted to just get this over with.

"1"

I'm sorry dad.

"2" 

Forgive me mom.

"3"

Please understand Harry.

And then I let myself go limp.

*Author* 

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