Lately, I've been so numb that I tend to miscommunicate.
I have been trying not go back to who I was.
Since you have been away...
And I know there are people telling you that I'm doing fine...
But I'm just taking my time.
Though i'm afraid I'm getting out of line.
Trying to catch up but I keep falling further behind.
My best years have passed ...
They say the good old days - oh dear they never last.
I've been running away for so long, yet lost the way that led to you.
The door are still open but I've lost the keys too.
And I feel so guilty when I hear your name, it's written all over my face.
If I could say I miss you and don't at the same time...Oh I would...
But in the silence of vague memories, the echoes of what could have been is the loudest.
Looking back it's bittersweet but atleast that's how it used be ...
All this distant memories.
