ITZY New Maknae

Chapter four messed up

Your brain was a jumbled mess, it was as if someone shoved a tornado in your brain and won't stop whispering thoughts you shouldn't be having , the thoughts sent waves of awareness and danger down your spine , cold sweat emerging from your palms, there must be another meaning when Yeji told you : "don't think it's a coincidence that you joined Itzy" how are you supposed to believe that you got into itzy just because of a simple request from yeji? Sure she's the oldest plus she's the leader , but there's no way that's what happened , the company would definitely be aware of the impact of a new member in a group there no way the company that has debuted for more than five years and the hate and judgment the group would get , plus it would mean the choreography and lines would be all changed , there is no way the company would agree! Unless....

Unless the itzy members have more power than you think , what if the members of itzy had enough power and control over the company that there was no way JYP could say no? But that wasn't possible right ? After all it's JYP , one of the big three , no just any shitty small company relying on one group to make money like CUBE or STARSHIP , plus why would they choose you? And would someone with that much power really make such a stupid mistake like slipping their mouths and accidentally revealing such important information? Or is that the information they want you to know? Goddammit I came to be a Kpop idol not the main character of a mild horror movie , or an investigativer ! You gulp and let your eyes rest for a few seconds trying to sort everything out in your head . What is going on!?

Your eyes flutter open and you attempted to sit up straight but you could barely move, two arms wrapped around you tightly "what is it baby?" Yeji stroked your hair letting her hands slide down to your back , you tried to act like you didn't just have a billion questions you shouldn't be having or thinking about shooting at your brain , "hmm..." you mumbled snuggling on to the older , you knew very clearly if you tried to talk you'd sound shaky and mess up your words , the situation your in is quite different, you and the other members all know that they've trapped you , and there was probably no way you'd make it out , but none of you were planning to talk about it, as if there's a thin fragile paper protecting you from the truth , one wrong movement could cause the paper to break , and they would no longer hide what's going on , you would know the truth , but you were also aware that might mean your name would end up on the missing list of people .

You looked around nothing had changed, the sun still poured through the ceiling window , Chaeryeong still sat opposite to you on her phone humming to the tune of Mafia in the morning, yejis hand was still stroking your head as if you were her kitten , Yuna's voice could be heard singing bet on me from the kitchen and you were sure Ryujin and Lia still hasn't stopped arguing in your room, the sun was hugging your skin sending waves of summer under your skin, burning sensations echoed on your skin, but your heart was cold.

This seemed like an afternoon you always dreamt of , everything just seemed like it was from your dreams , perfect weather , your idols , just sitting doing nothing , you were supposed to be happy right? But how can you even compare your emotions to "happy" ? You were sure you were getting slightly sunburnt as it got closer to noon, how long has it been since i woke up again? How long have I remained silent ? How long have I been thinking? Is everything I see and hear all planned? Who really are itzy? Why do they want me ? How powerful are they!? Wait ! Goddammit Y/n stop thinking so much! Why does it even matter!? It's not like you hate the members of itzy, quite the opposite! So who the fuck cares? Wait no! This is probably some sort of trap! But why would they even want me ? Ah! Who cares! They're my idols ! Itzy! The itzy! People would kill to even see them! Let alone date all of them and....and whatever they're doing right now ! Trapping me? Chaining me by their side ? Actually.... That's kinda kinky....... Seriously y/n?

You blushed at your thoughts that were getting more and more 18+ by the moment, your thoughts trailing back to yesterday night and......( you know 😈) "damn yeji has long fingers..." your eyes focussed upon Yeji's hand , unaware of what you just said out loud "Y...ya!" Yeji blushed slightly hitting you on the head , Chaeryoung raised an eyebrow trying to hold down the corner of her lips " Well someone's hor- " " FOOD'S READY OLD HAGS ! oh and y/n" Yuna smiled politely. ( PoLiTERlieEeE)

( bro I love how it's OLD HAGS and Y/n , I should've named the book that bro- )

"Ah...ah yea, let's go.." sweat formed in your palms as you got up to go join Yuna , you knew very well that you'd have to act as if you didn't know anything, as if this was just a normal day with this group of crackheads , God! Stop thinking so much ! You probably look so weird right now! You cursed to yourself as you slumped down in a seat next to Yuna "RYUJIN ! LIA ! STOP FIGHTING AND COME EAT BRUNCH!" you heard yeji yell from the bottom of the stairwell "COMMINGGGG!" Ryujin's voice echoed down the hall.

"God those old hags are gonna break my ears , just because they're deaf doesn't mean I am...." Yuna pouted "Anyways welcome to the maknae line !" She got up and sat on your lap leaving a peck on your face "cute" you snapped at yuna's hand that were poking your face "Hey hey hey! Don't bite my finger off! You're gonna need them!" "What?........ YUNA!" you whipped your head at yunas direction when you finally got the hint "You...you dirty minded......" "ya ya ya... calm down respect your unnie~" " Aaaaaa! Go away ya!" Your face dripped red as Yuna leaned closer and closer .

"Guys seriously? This is where we eat food, not each others faces" Ryujin flipped her hair out of her face and took a seat " for once I agree with the short haired witch" Lia followed and took a seat beside Yeji " Oh shut up strawberry, if I got a cent everytime you threw me a weird ass insult I'd have enough money to buy JYP"

she probably does.... All of them. You ate silently listening to the others bicker. But why would they choose to hide their real powers? "Yuna for one you made something edible!" At this point I don't even care ! "Oh shut up granny" I...I...I guess it doesn't matter anyway, I guess I'm already chained to them, forever chained to Itzy....

You finished up your noodles and put your dishes in the sink "Guys I'm finished, I'm going up to my room!" You flashed the others a toothy grin as you limped your way up the stairs. Shit... How hard did they go on me last night? Gosh this isn't normal? What did they even do last night? I mean it's not impossible that they fed me pills when I was asleep, probably so it's easier to keep me beside them, I mean why would I even try to escape though ? You snickered and shook the thought away . I'm probably just overthinking! They're just cute Pabos! You wobbled your way up the stairs , almost twisting your ankle but thankfully you got to your room.

"Well she's an over thinker" Yeji licked the corner of her lips "Well she got most of the answers right though" Lia looked up "It's just a matter of time before she realizes there's nothing she can hide from us" Yuna smirked teasingly "Nothing...."