Sweet Deception

5

TW, SELF HARM AWARENESS

,,Sammy don't piss me off right now, you for real aren't getting ready for that little shit."

Yes y'all heard me right, she wasn't listening to any of my warnings and advice. It's been three hours since he texted her that he wants to meet.

I mean at least he told her that they'll be going to a fancy restaurant, and not some random place.

,,ELLI I am really stressed right now and you're only making it worse, can you help me out with my outfit, he said that he I need to wear something cute."

,,just wear something, why does he need to tell you what to wear?"

,,See, the only thing he wants is to tell you what to do, don't listen to his dumb words. Wear something ugly so he gets the sign that you're independent and don't need to listen to boys."

You always need to show men that you're capable of being yourself, otherwise they will use you for their own personal advantage. If he tells you to do something, always do the opposite.

Listen to my advice guys!!

I am not liking this at all, but what can I do? She doesn't listen, she's acting like a child in a candy shop.

After what feels like hours of looking for a suitable outfit, she's finally ready. ,,He'll be here in 10 minutes, be honest how do I look."

,,To good for that piece of shit." I mumble ,,what did you say?" ,,nothing, you look good." I say fake smiling at her.

She's making me mad, why can't she stay on business, why does she always need to run after him like a little dog. Well at least dogs are cute, but it's the owner that isn't.

I don't know if she can't see her self, but if she would, she would be able to see how much of a desperate person she is looking like.

I will never be able to understand her obsession with that guy, there's nothing special about him. Except for getting the biggest whore award of the year..

He doesn't even have a right job, except that basketball thing he's on. Uneducated idiot.

She didn't even try to find an educated king, she went for that fool.

,,oh my god he's here, I will get going now." I can't suppress my eye roll anymore. ,,have fun, and make sure to be home early, and send me text messages."

,,yes girl, love you."

I feel like this is a bad dream, this cannot be real. How did he even manage to make her that obsessed, like is he a witch or something.

I take all of my stuff and go back to my place. I need to study for my upcoming exam. It'll be the last one for this semester. Finally, I wouldn't be able to keep up with more.

And the first thing that I will be doing after this exam is, going on holiday with Sammy. We both need it, her last exam is next Thursday and mine is on Monday so I need to use these next couple of days to study.

When I study, I need my room to be as dark as possible so I can find some kind of comfort. I use a small light that is right above my table, so I can see something.

And as soon as that is done, I can study for more than 3 hours straight without being bored or distracted by something else.

That is talent of mine, I mean not everybody is able to do that. For example Sammy, she needs to have a break every 30 minutes, to be able to concentrate.

After a while of studying my mom comes into my room, to ask me if I want to watch a movie with them.
How can I decline a movie night with my family, it's always nice to spend time with them after studying that long.