Me & You (girlxgirl)

Chapter Thirteen-Easy to love

After the funeral, I wasn't sure what to do with myself. All the drama was over. No more murderers, no more rape, no more hiding in government head quarters. In other words I'm safe. I can go home.

Home? I don't know what home is anymore.

I mean I guess I have some cousins, aunts and uncles but I'm not very close with them. I was an only child. My grandparents were probably dead, so really I have nowhere to go.

"Casey, I have something to tell you." I looked up at Sean. His eyes were warm now but he looked worried. I clung on tighter to his waist and nodded. I wasn't feeling very chatty.

"I have to go back on the field." I dropped my hand from his waist and jumped in front of him. "You're leaving?" He scratched his head and glanced around awkwardly "I thought I was you're mission?" I mumbled "You said I was important"

It looked like my words hurt him. Good. He placed his hands on my shoulders and stared me straight in the eye "You were my mission, are my mission and always will be my mission. My mission is to make you happy and to give you the life you deserve but the job I've been given is something close to my heart. In fact we're close in blood type as well and in genes. It's my brother Casey and he's in grave danger. Are you really going to ask me to sacrifice that? I will but I don't want to"

His gaze was hopeful yet filled with fear and disbelief. "Sean. He is your blood. Of course you have to go. I'll be fine."

They say Fine, is the biggest lie a girl will ever tell.

There it is again. Definitely stressed. Maybe I'll take a yoga class. I'll have a lot of free time. Sean still looked worried even though I had given him my blessing "What is wrong?" I asked. He bit his lip before answering "I don't know where you want to go." He answered plainly. It was a tough question but to be honest deep down I knew what I needed after all this.

"Rehab" I mumbled quietly. His expression went from nervous to complete and utter shock. "Bu-But you're perfectly fine!" He sputtered. I gave him a knowing look before gracing him with an answer "I have been re-located several times, raped twice, I have gone from lesbian to straight, fallen in love, my girlfriend tried to kill me and was an assassin, my boy friend is a trained spy and a member of a secret organisation my father set up." and there is a voice inside my head. I decided not to say this bit out loud.

He nodded thoughtfully before wrapping me in a chokingly tight hug, I savoured every moment. His muscular yet incredible comfortable body. The scent of his after shave and the feeling of his pure leather jacket.

"I love you" He whispered into my hair. I gasped and tried to say it back but I couldn't. I pulled away and sputtered "I-- I want to but--but I have issues. I just don't know! Oh, I'm so sorry. I don't want to hurt you" Tears started to stream down my face. I turned to walk away and maybe hitch a ride but suddenly I felt two muscular arms by my legs and then I was being lifted into the air.

"A goodbye present." He said "You now have a perfect view of my manly butt" I giggled uncontrollably "Yeah, but you're egos kind of suffocating" He chuckled "You don't need to say you love me. I know you do"

Yes, but maybe you won't be along for much longer to say it will you Casey?

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