Naomi P.O.V
I got out of rays car hoping to see my mom here because maybe she just wanted to be out of the hospital and to come back home. I really hope that frank doesn't have her the door was still open and our apartment looked empty like worse than it already was. I panicked and ranned up the stairs really quick hoping nobody hit my room up I had a stashed saved up just incase I got put out and had to live on my own. I looked in the bible and all of my money was there but my tv and game system was gone half of my closet was torn up I quickly opened all of my suit cases and started packing important stuff and my hair stuff etc. I heard the front door alarm say front door open than I heard it shut off I didn't budge because I thought that was crazy ass ray.but it was still quiet and I turned around to see who it was coming up the steps. it was Frank I ranned to shut and lock my door I ranned to my window to yell at ray for help but it looked like he was on the phone arguing with some one ughh think think think I through the cover out the window to make I seem like I jumped out and I ranned under the bed. I seen that I had a stun gun under there and I quickly grabbed and held on to It. he finally burst through the door. where you at you fucking bitch he yelled he walked into my bathroom and i quickly came from under the bed and ranned into my closet and he rushed in there but he couldnt see me because im hiding under the clothes drunk ass i powered on my tazor and i tazed his ass till the tazor stopped working he fell down foaming at the mouth he dropped his gun which i have no idea how to use it but ive learned some things on movies i pointed the gun at him as he was about to get back up. ughhaahh you little fucking bitch. wheres my mom asshole i yelled he started laughing fuck that bitch she got what she deserved he laughed i dont know what got into me but i just pointed to in between his legs and pulled the trigger.ahhhhhhhhhhhh you fucking bitch you fucking bitch wheres my fuccing mother i will kill you in this motherfucker right now frank stop bull shitting me ! tell me where my mom is now! im sorry he cried out im sorry naomi i fucked up he cried. what are you saying i yelled with tears steaming down my face! i killed her shes in the trunk of my car i said with no remorse. and u thought u was gonna come and kill me i yelled pointing the gun back at him. i could hear ray rushing up the stairs looking for us. frank laughed with blood falling out of his mouth you damn right little bitch i was coming to fuck the shit out of u and put a bull BOOM BOOM BOOM CLICK CLICK CLICK!!! i finished the clip on him and thats when ray came and grabbed the gun from me ! are you okay he said what the fuck type of sick shit is this he said leave ray i said before the police come i know there coming i said i was numb i didnt care about doing life or any consequences. nah ma im not leaving u lets go get whatever u need and lets go im going to handle this he pulled out his phone and made some calls. i hurried and got all of my things and a picture of my mom and left out i seen ray talking to a women that was a cop and he gave her a gwap of cash. than there was a van full of men that looked like a cleaning company walking into the house i didnt ask no questions i sat there and waited for ray to come back to the car. you okay he asked i didnt respondi just looked out the window while he drove off. what a shitty birthday week i thought to myself my birtday was on friday august 13th ill be turning 18 i can rent a hotel by than but i have to get my id and stuff but i could barley think with this situation on my mind.....
one month later.....
I'm laying across my bed looking through pictures and videos my mom and I had before she was killed after all that happened ray took me to find me a extended stay hotel because I didn't know him like that to move into his place and I can say its not that bad besides the dope heads and thirsty drug dealers that stands around all day and night I just go to work and come back and stay to myself. I stay high to stay out of my head ray comes around whenever he's not chasing these hoes that side eye me like I want him. I mean Im not mad at him he is good looking got his own everything but I will not beef about no man. knock knock there was a knock on the door and I asked who was it. hey my name is Jasmine I stay downstairs from u she yelled I grabbed my gun and placed it behind my back. hey what u need I said opening the door she was a tall lightskinned girl with long hair she was very pretty hey I was just wondering if you wanted to come down to my little get together its just me and my friends and some family she asked oh no I'm not good with family functions and stuff I'm very shy I said with a uncomfortable smile on my face. oh girl come on u literally don't come out she said laughing. ummm I do come out the house I go to work I said nervously well good than u can come on down and meet people and uk human stuff she said sarcastically ugh okay I'll be down in about an hour.yes! okay bet thanks girl.idek what I'm going to put on ughh I don't go out I don't even have any cute clothes all of this is rushing through me head and Than started getting ready to take a quick shower while I take out this cute white tank top dress and my cute silver and white sandles. I WANNA SEX YOU till you fall fast asleep IN THE BEDROOM and listen to the head board squeak ayeee I yelled in the shower I love pretty Ricky songs. after my R&B concert in the shower I got out and dried off than blew my hair out still singing. I did a cute messy bun with my curly hair than I did my baby hairs. I put in some ear rings and my cute little bracelets I sprayed on some gucci guilty perfume mixed with valentino ughhh I love them to mixed together and it lasts all day. I grab my phone and headed down the steps, when I got down there I saw about 7 people it was jasmine and I'm guessing her boo and two other couple and this one dued he looked like he was about 6"3 he was Carmel with curly hair. heey girl you made it jasmine got up and grabbed my hand I wonder why this girl so damn friendly her boyfriend said shaking his head shut up whats your name again she asked me Naomi I said laughing oh girl well that's my crazy ass boyfriend trell that's his best friend vel and his girlfriend rain and them over there is kay Kay and Corey and than there's my brother kam everybody said yoo and heey she look mean as hell Corey said laughing I just laughed and was like maybe so what y'all do for fun around here I asked. we talked we ate and my got drunk and played games like we had already known each other for a while it was getting late and it was gonna be morning soon thank God I didn't have to work today cause i would have had to call out how drunk and faded I was it looked like jaz and her boo went up too they're room and everybody just started disappearing while me and kam still vibed out. I THINK I LOVE HA Gucci youn love me Gucci youn love me I KNOW I LOVE HA we Rapped that one last song and I was about to leave before kam tapped my shoulder and asked me how old I was and was I single I laughed and said yeah I am single and I'm 18 I said. damn u look older he said clowning boy hush how old are u he said I'm 20 today my birhday he said mannn nigga no its not stop playing I'm dead ass why u think we was having this kick back he said with his hands up in defence oh okayyy happy birthday too you I said dancing and laughing he laughed and he asked if he could take me out sometimes we exchanged numbers and I left. when I got to my door I saw ray standing there looking mad as hell. Man where the fuck you been he yelled! I was l literally downstairs with some new friends I just made I said laughing. why the fuck are you laughing u think this a game he said taking my key from me I said damn and kept laughing. get yo goofy ass in here he said.i just laughed he said mannnn you all drunk an shii like what the hell did u get into. boy chill yo ass out didnt u say i needed to come out of my shell and all that other shii u was saying i said taking my clothes off things just got quiet. i turned around only to see ray about to walk out the door wait where u goin i said throwing my night gown on and walking towards the door he looked nervous and he just kept walking and didnt say anything. well call me i yelled well that was weird i said and plopped down on the bed TING i got a text message.
MAYBE KAM: whats up Ma you still up
ME:no im sleep i said
MAYBE KAM: mmh very funny so whats ur type young lady i mean u do like men right
ME: boyyyy hush lol you wouldnt know anything about being a men so u need to hush all that tough talking
MAYBE KAM: let me come up there with u and youll find out how much of a man i am !
ME: on that night goodnight kam!
niggas always trying to hop downi said and hid my head under the pillow from the rising sun. and dozed off into a deep sleep i haven't felt this good before an I'm happy that I met new people.soo this chapter was short because I hadn't had enough time to make it longer but what y'all thing please vote comment etc kisses!

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Ride or die
RomanceHello my name is yana and this is my very first book my main character name is Naomi. Naomi has live a hard life with lots of sneaky people around her who she may have thought she could trust but its amazing how her life turned out.naomi is only 17...