It's always on my mind
Urging to come out
I swallow it down
Choke it down
As it chokes me
As I go through my day,
It eats at me
Nipping away at what little i have left
I do my best to drown it out
As it drowns me
Three words etched into the back of my mind
Clawing to come out of my throat
I can't let them out
And yet i spell:
I can't think of anything else
Left to wonder of you all the hours of my day
Overthinking every possibility with you in it
Very flustered when you come around
Even though i feel most comfortable with you
Your voice is my favorite sound
Over everything, you make me feel safe
Under your spell
