How can you play the victim and say I hurt you?
You destroyed me and turned me inside out and made me change my entire being
Those 3 and a half weeks were living hell and the whole time I was dying for you
I never complained and I stayed silent and I did what you wanted bc I was afraid of what you would do if I didn't
I had panic attack after panic attack and you couldn't even help me
I sent a vm of me crying and you said it turned you on
I was trying to kms and you said it made you horny
You don't fucking say that or do that
You're supposed to support me
You were my fuckign s/o for fucks sake
One of my best friends
And you do that?!?
Ur selfish and arrogant and have far too much confidence
You talked abt ur exes all the time
YOU USED THE SAME EXACT PHRASES YOU SAID TO UR EX TO ME
And when we dated before and broke up you had no problem moving on to one of my bsfs
And you had no time to spare to forget abt me
And now bc I flirted w someone once ur fucking mad at me?!?
I told someone they're practically perfect and they sent a ss of me saying that you warn them to be careful
And you tell them I said that to you
I never said that to you
I said that abt ur face
Not and I mean I will not ever ever ever say that abt ur disgusting self
And btw I said that to them first before I even knew you
It was my sentence to them first
Don't even fucking try
You go around and act like o treated you horribly
I ended the relationship bc I hated it
Bc I was tired of trying to be good enough
I was so tired
So so so tired
And you wonder why I wanna move on from is and our friendship?
Bc I was treated like dirt
Smt you only used for sexual pleasure
When I was excited abt smt you made me feel like I was stupid for it
I opened my Sabrina vinyl and I sent a video unwrapping it and you said "is this important for smt?" Like yes my happiness but you made me feel stupid for liking it
I told you abt hs4 and I sent it in caps that's how yk I was excited and you said "cool" simple and shit and then I told them nvm and that I knew no one cared bc before that I told it to my mom and sister and they laughed at how excited I was and you decided to just said "I'll try to care"
You make me feel like a job
Like I'm smt you have to do but hate
I'm so sorry I made ur life so bad and I somehow ruined it
But u ruined me
So fucking badly
You used ur ptsd as an excuse for everything
And basically told me I can never tell you if I'm uncomfortable bc it will trigger you
So I had to stay silent and never acc express myself
You told me you wanted to fick urself on call
I'm 12
12
12
I'm a child
Child
I'm a kid
I don't want that
And when we talked abt it on call I-
I meant it jokingly
I thought you did too
I rrlly ddif
I thofibg you knew that
Anf then k had a panic attack bc I couldn't tell you no
And then ur status switched to "o wanna get nasty w you tonight" and I lost it
I wanted to die
(They never fucked themself on call but only bc I stopped doing calls)
