I think I'm a really bad lover
Like worse than the average person
I'm pretty much insufferable and I'll either wanna spend all my time w you or never wanna be w you and tbh I'm pretty bipolar as a person and Ik that makes it hard to be w me romantic or not
I love you one day and get tired of you the next
If I spend tm time w you ill end up being sick of you so I distance myself
And other times im gonna be fucking obsessed with you and if you leave me for a second I'll cry
I'm clingy but also cold hearted
And it's a struggle to know me
I'm sad and I'm happy
I'm tired but I'm cuddly
I'll always want your opinion and ur thoughts and if you don't like smt I'll never like it again
But ik im hard to open up to bc im opinionated and im blunt and ill be rllyfucking honest if I hate ur opinion or agree w it
And if I think smt is stupid ill tell you
I suck at comforting
And I'm sorry abt that and I'll try to be better
If I'm mad at you it's not for long
And it's prolly not even bc of you
I'll go right back to loving you in the next fifteen mins and I'll say sorry or shower you w ily's
And I'll never say ily or Ilysm
I say the real thing
Bc I rlly do love you
Smsmsmsm
I love you, il mio
And Ik u might not read this and someone random is
But that Random person, I love you
