When does the girl who's always running from her self get to stop and rest
All this running is turning her into a mess
I try so hard with everything I do
But it's never good enough for you
Always pushing myself harder
Won't do me any better
I'm my own worst critic
Goodluck doing it better
The voices in my head are on repeat
Calling me a dead beat
I'm finding it harder to smile
In a world so vile
I'm stuck walking an endless mile
Running in last
I'm running backwards fast
My heads caught in the past
Please don't ask
I'm hiding the voices behind a mask
Trying to drown em with music but It ain't working,
The screams are getting louder
I'm going insane
Feeling myself slipping
With no one to catch my fall
I can't keep fighting
I can't take it amymore
Always had trouble asking for help because no one cares about nothing but themselves
I'm always helping others
But no one's there to help me
I'm over it, I'm over trying so hard
Trying to seem sane
When the voices are sending me insane
I can feel my fuse burning low
I'm waiting to blow
But yet feel nothing in side
How can you feel everything but nothing at the same time
I'm running on empty
I've got nothing left to give
Got leaches draining everything
They'll take everything I have to give
My self worth got me hitting rock bottom
I'm feeling nothing but weak
Hell I'm barley able to speak
I'm trying to run but
I'm stumbling on my feet
The've got me beat
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Behind the Smile
PoetryWriting helps me clear my mind and make some sense of how I'm feeling. so here is a collection of some short pieces I have written latley. Please note this how they were written at the time without editing and not necessarily how I am feeling now. I...
