Love at first sight - Lamine Yamal

Awkwardness...

I felt like I was gonna pass out. My heart was beating very fast and I couldn't even look him in the eyes. My heart fell like it was gonna jump out of my chest and I swear I could feel his gaze on me. He leans a little closer to my face and our faces are inches apart. I decided to pull away a little bit his strong arms around me made it hard for me to move. I couldn't budge. "Umm... you should let go... this isn't very appropriate." My breath hitched while saying that and I swear it made me look like an idiot. I was very embarrassed and blushed. Before I could say something else... he kissed me. I was breathless and he softly pulled away and placed his face on the crook of my neck and inhaled my expensive perfume. "Gosh you smell so good" he said while being clearly breathless. I finally pulled away and got up from the bed. He looked shocked but he let me go. "This is wrong. I don't know you, you don't know me. I don't like being this forward." I looked at him clearly trying to make him agree. "But why? We're both so popular and we both are attracted to each other. Now you can't tell me you aren't cause I can definitely see it in your eyes.", he raised his voice at me in pure frustration. "Why can't you just respect my damn decision? I don't even know if your a good person or if I really want this. Why are you being so forward and why can't you just let me think?", I raised my voice back at him. Like who does this boy think he is talking to me like that? He thinks he's some kind of bad boy just because he won the golden boy award. Grow up. "I do respect your decision I just don't understand why you can't give in your desires cause we both know that you want this. So don't deny it, damn it!", he full on shouted at me and that made me feel like I was about to cry but I didn't. I definitely didn't want to make him think that his words were getting to me. I just decided to keep my cool and to ignore him. "Whatever. I'm going to bed. You do whatever you want to do.", I said in a soft but firm tone. "Fine. Do whatever you want, it's not like I care.", he said in a cold voice and walked over to his bed and took his shirt off. I swear this guy was going to be the death of me. I just decided to ignore him. I took my toothpaste, toothbrush and face cleanser. I also took my pyjamas and headed to the bathroom to freshen up before bed. When I was ready I just put a little perfume on... just in case y'know? Then I headed out of the bathroom and turned off the light. I laid down on my bed and took my favourite book out and read it. I occasionally took glances at Lamine. He was so damn hot while asleep and I couldn't help it. After a while of reading I decided to go to bed and to get some sleep. This night was very awkward.

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