"I'm wang yibo , you are xiao zhan right ? Joy told me"
"Mn"
Everything was awkward the silence was awkward it suffocated me , i wanted to run away i hate crowds, i become self conscious, i feel like everyone is judging me all the time. But why would they judge a useless boy like me ?
I was in my own world when i heard wang yibo clearing his throat to get my attention, i looked at him again and our eyes met , his eyes are like phoenix , like pool of water, so clear and so pure.
Suddenly i saw him frowning that bring me back to present and i bowed to him and ran away from there.
i was staring and he might hate me now for that.
I ran towards my class and looked inside from the door
It was empty , i sighed feeling relief spread over all of me
But suddenly i stopped in my track
Count to 20 before entering otherwise something bad will happen to you
My mind said and i stopped and started counting once i'm done i entered and sat on my seat.
I'm weird i do this things thinking if i don't do this something bad will happen to people close to me...., but i'm not alone right ?, this must be happening to everyone.
But this constant thoughts and the urges to do these tasks even when i don't wanna do it makes me feel so hopeless but i'm doing this for wellness of uncle , aunt , cheng cheng and shije .... , this will stop bad things happening to them.
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Hey lovely readers i know this story is slow paced with main couples but i wanna unfold everything slowly because i don't like fast pased story., i want everyone to understand how xiao zhan character develops as a happy and peaceful human
