Love is timeless (Blake x Buck story)

Bash

I couldn't take it anymore, it has been two months now and nothing has changed, Blake has been locked in his room for way too long. I can't keep making up excuses to breaker about why Blake has locked himself in his room for to long. I know absolutely nothing about relationships and love but I know it shouldn't take someone this long, Blake hasn't been getting better at all and he hasn't taken my advice to just forget about Buck.

I start making breakfast while thinking about this, her wasn't here so I had to make breakfast for everyone, making everyone's food. When I got done I handed breaker his breakfast and slid Blake's under his door. Blake hadn't been leaving his room to eat so I had to start sliding Blake's food under his door for him to eat.

Nothing was getting better, I'm pretty sure it was just getting worse, Blake was pushing us away more and Blake wasn't even answering breaker when breaker wanted to ask him to go somewhere. 

By the end up the third month I knew I had it and i went to Blake's door, nocking on it again and again for Blake to answer back but no voice answered

"Blake it's me, bash, we got to talk"

I waited for a second for Blake to reply back but no one answered back and out of anger I banged on the door again but louder, getting annoyed by Blake's silence.

"Blake open the door! You have been in there for way to long, come out NOW.

I said this getting even more angry, fuming because Blake wasn't answering, but after a few seconds of silence and my anger I started to get worried, realizing it was quiet... to quiet. I frantically started banging on the door, yelling for Blake to open to door as I released this.

"BLAKE! Open the door NOW!"

I kept yelling back no response ever came and I couldn't take it anymore and with one punch I broke down the door...

My mind felt blank, my eyes felt burry, i could feel tears in my eyes, i tried to wipe them away but they kept coming... what was i supposed to do? what could I have done to protect this? ... What could I have done to prevent this? ...what are you supposed to do when you see your brother on the floor with blood all over the floor...?

I didn't sleep that night, I had to wait till her got home to tell her what happened, I didn't want to tell breaker about what I saw though... I didn't want to break the news to him...

I have fixed the door the nice before so breaker didn't question anything. And while I was making breakfast breaker did his usual routine and went infront of the door and nocked on it, asking Blake to come out... and as usual no response. It left me thinking about how long Blake had been dead for, he hadn't been responsive for a while now

I had had handed breaker his plate as breaker finally got done trying to convince Blake to come out and got to eating myself, going back to my thoughts.

"Where's Blake's plate?"

It caught me off guard as breaker said that. I didn't want to tell him... at least not yet...I didn't want to be the one to break the news to him about what happened to are brother that I had been telling breaker was getting better

"...I forgot to make his food, I must just be tired, I'll go make his food now"

I felt relieved as breaker nodded back to me, believing my lie, I was great at hiding my emotions, why wouldn't he believe me?... it only took me a few minutes to finish making Blake's food and slide it under the door... I'm the only one who knows that no one will be eating that food...

I layed in my bed, I didn't want to tell her over text but I couldn't take it anymore and while breaker was asleep I picked up the phone and called her

Everything was a blur after that, the next thing I knew her had rushed home looking panicked, breaker was scared and confused, not knowing what was going on and I just stood there as it all happened, her called the cops, I can't remember what they all said though, I couldn't hear anything they were saying and as the cops started coming in all I could see were blurred faces.

Breaker had clung to me as the police and doctors came in, no one had told him what happened and he was terrified. I didn't tell him what was going on though, i acted as confused as breaker, I was going to tell him... just not yet...

I put breaker in a different room as the police took... blakes dead body away, breaker was scared and I wanted to tell him something to make him stop worrying but everything just felt all fussy at that moment and I couldn't bring myself to say anything