Black Widow

Red balloons.

I love you as certain dark things are to be loved in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

-Who are you!? He said

"I used to live here, but then moved to Washington, and ummm....here am i now" i replied

"Where do you live?" he said

-i cant remember exactly

He looked at me suspiciously....

His look followed his words "I'm Holbrook, nice to meet you......"

I said cutting him "do you know where's the house of that lady that lived alone and maybe had a daughter?"

-umm was she your mom?

I had a moment of silence and then said
"no she was just a friendly neighbor"

His eyes looked so nervous....."I'm really sorry for your loss"

-Wha.....what? Loss? What are you talkin about?

Im really sorry but maybe 2 or 3 people who did that to your.......neighbor.

A weird smile appeared on my face. Was i happy?

Ummm. I'm confused. He said while i tried to hide the smile as much as i wanted to do a party.

-Confused? ........
Where's her house?

- I'm sorry you can't go except if you're a family member.

-i don't have anywhere else to stay, i kind've lived with her.

- i sorry but you'll have to talk to Detective Wilden first
He's the one who's investing in her murder

-Okay, where's that Wilden?

-He's there with the rest of the group.

Okay the rest is probably really boring to say......
Anyways in the end Wilden said i can stay in the house and he visited, ALOT, even more than you could ever imagine and a day by day (like every fucked up story) we fell in love.

If you're asking by now how could i love after what happened, I'd tell you im like a secret garden, and my walls are really high.....
He was too amazing that he reached it.

I'd tell him "I'm exhausted.....without a reason"
He'd say: " you don't know why are you exhausted? I'll tell you, You're fighting a war inside of your head every single day.....
If you dont think that that's exhausting then i don't know what is.

He was perfect, i adored him

And yes.....
he loved me back....
even i didn't expected that.

But as he said "Life is like chess game, it's black and white, and only smart people will win"

He was the white side on my board.....haha.

it's his birthday.
and he forgot, so i thought about surprising him his office

I got him a chocolate and vanilla cake, its was his fav

As i arrived there i wanted to enter but there was someone there.

So i didn't opened the door a littke hit to see

I couldn't imagine how hurtful it was to see something like that.

She was sitting on his lap with her Red hair and skinny legs her lips pushed against his, his arms rapped aroud her

But why was i surprised? How could he love someone that's as harsh as me

He knew about radley and the reason
I'm crazy...
Crazy for him
Crazy by the mental illness
Literally "Crazy"

There was that blonde girl sitting on a chair infront of his office, i asked her if she saw the woman who just entered and her answer surprised me...

"It's my mom"

"What...your mom?" I said in a confused way

"Umm yes, is there any problem"

"Is she single" i said

"Why are you even asking, who are you?"

"Sorry if you got angry, i work here by the way" i sais with a little giggle

"Oh okay then, I'm Hanna Marin..."

Hanna Marin? Why does it seem so smilliar

Charlie??
The shoplifter..
She's one of the dolls.

Charles used to name a doll "Hanna Marin"

"Do you happen to have a friend name...Alison?" I said

"I know alot of Alisons haha" Hanna said

"Her last name is Dilaurentis" i said.

"Dilaurentis? I'm...." her phone interrupted her, someone texted her then she looked at me scared

Her mom aka the slut came out of the office and said "Hanna...let's go"

I went back home with tears in my eyes

How could he?
I loved him...i thought he loved me back

But like they said

If a man of pure heart were to fall in love with her,
That would bring her back to life.

But I'll have my revenge...

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Sorry guys i know that this chapter is not good enough but i promise stuff will get good by the next chapter.

And sorry for taking too long to publish it.