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burden's and birthday's(sanegiyuu)

this is fluff + angst

giyuu's pov:

no matter how hard i try to fit in it never works out. they make it look so easy...𝓒𝓸𝓷𝓷𝓮𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓰 (okay lemme stop)  Sometimes i wish i could just cut myself out of their lives, but i know they never would let me.

Right now, i'm waiting for mitsuri to come so we can go to that one crepe shop. I wouldn't be surprised if she just ditched me. "Giyuu-san!!!"
speak of the angel.  "hi." i said quietly.  "Hii!! are you ready to leave?"

"yeah i guess."

"okay let's go!!"

While we were walking to the crepe shop i noticed that Mitsuri was walking rather quickly(?). It was more of a run actually.
"Mitsuri what's the rush?" she seemed a bit worried? "Because i don't wanna be late!!" Late? Late for what? I didn't wanna question her further. i didn't wanna be annoying. As we were walking, i noticed that the shops weren't shops anymore? they were more like big fancy restaurants. "Mitsuri, Where are we going?" I said rather rushed.

"Don't worry about it! and stop asking questions." I obviously didn't question further. If she knows where we are going i might as well act like i know too. But i do actually wonder where are we going. She's probably bringing me to a bridge so i can jump off of it. That would be kinda cool, but i wouldn't feel good knowing that she wants to kill me.

"Giyuu!! we are here!!"

This doesn't look like the crepe shop she was talking about. The store was called Blazing Bento. Could you even call it a shop? It looked like a really fancy restaurant.. "Mitsuri..why are we here?"

"You'll see.."

as we walked into the shop she brought me to this table with all the rest of the hashira. oh okay. WAIT WHAT??

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIYUU(TOMIOKA)!!!"

How could i forget today was my birthday. i should really pay attention more.  "thank you.."
i said quietly "speak up tomioka!! you are mumbling again!!" rengoku said.

All the Hashira were talking and having conversations. They make it look so easy..𝓒𝓸𝓷𝓷𝓮𝓬𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓸𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓼 (okay imma actually stop now) "Tomioka." ah yes..that one voice. the one that keeps me up at night rethinking my life decisions. "y-yes shinazugawa?" i mentally cursed myself for stuttering. "Why didn't you tell anyone it was your birthday today? we literally only found out because that one kamado kid heard from your master."

"oh it's just that i forgot it even was my birthday. i was rushing this morning so i wasn't able to check my calendar. hahah.."

"that's dumb. you're really stupid you know that, Tomioka?"

well damn. that was harsh. On my birthday too, i can't even be happy on this one day. I felt tears swell up in my eyes. I'm pretty sure shinazugawa noticed too because he looked a little bit shocked.

"wait no, i was just joking don't cry.."

he dragged me out the booth and went outside. I could feel the rest of the hashira's eyes on us. I always have to ruin everything with my sappy emotions. It's not fair that i should ruin the mood just because some stupid words were said and they hurt my delicate feelings. i'm such a burden.

"how could you say that about yourself?!" oops i didn't mean to say that out loud..  "I'm sorry for r-ruining the mood, again. i didn't mean to cry.."

"what are you sorry for? i was the one who said those things to you and made you cry!! i should be the one saying sorry.."

Here i go again making him feel bad about himself. gosh, why can't i just not effect the other people around me.

"I never felt you were a burden. How could you talk about yourself like that!"

His expression softened when he looked at me. Wait what..? but i am a burden. that's atleast what i thought about myself. "Y-you really mean that, shinazugawa?" We stopped around the curb. I was trying to look anywhere but shinazugawa a face. My shoes were looking really interesting right now. "Look at me, Giyuu."  i don't want to. "I said look at me." He used his hand to move my face to look right in his eyes. i really don't wanna keep eye contact right now. i struggle with looking at people in general but right now i just couldn't look in his eyes. "Please shinazugawa... i'm sorry for making you feel this w-"

*mwah*

i felt his lips collide with mine. before i could even register what he was doing  i kissed back. I could feel him put his hand behind my head and snake his arm around my waist to hold me close.  what is this feeling?  He feels so warm i wish we could stay like this forever, but of course good things always have to end. i could feel him pull away from slowly.

"Shinazugawa.."

"Tomioka.."

"Tengen!!!!"

me and shinazugawa whipped our heads around to see all of the hashira just standing there like npc's "I told you stay quiet!! now we won't know what happens next!!!" i heard mitsuri say. "bro now i owe makio ten bucks" Shinobu said.

"You placed a bet on us..?" i heard shinazugawa say. i couldn't help but chuckle but quickly shut that down when it went completely quiet. "y'all are acting like y'all never heard someone laugh before..." I said quietly.  "Wow. Emo's got spunk" Obanai said. 

"Anyways!!! can we go inside and eat now?? I'm getting super hungry again!!" Mitsuri said trying to get the attention off of me. "Yes!! i'm pretty sure the waiter is looking for us right now!!" 

The walk back to the restaurant wasn't too awkward but there was still a little bit of tension between me and shinazugawa. of course i was silent on the walk back but it gave me time to ponder on the conversation be and shinazugawa had. Did he really mean what he said? Am i really not a burden. "psst!! Giyuu-san!!" Mitsuri whispered too me. "yes Mitsuri?"

"how was it? y'know.. the kiss"

Okay now it was awkward. i could feel his eyes on me. i tried my best to look anywhere but behind me. "I- uh.. it was shocking i guess.. I didn't expect him to kiss me."

"that's not what she asked you."

Of course shinazugawa had to butt into the conversation "I..uh.. I have nothing for you.."

before anything else was said i felt my self being picked up and swung over someone's shoulder.

"me and my Boyfriend are going home." Shinazugawa said like it meant nothing.

oh dear, what am i getting myself into..

(A/N:)  hi guys!! i sorry if it seems a little bit rushed at the end. i might make a part 2 of this if i get the motivation.. also can you guys like actually request stuff. and comment your thoughts. 😞 how am i supposed to laugh when you guys don't leave your funny comments!!! but that should be all so bye!! (leave some requests please and thank you!!!)