Truth Or Dare (ON HOLD)

Truth Or Dare (Part Four)

"Are you really that stupid?" Max asked.

I rolled my eyes. 

"Excuse a girl for wanting to know. Now who is it?"

"Ya mum."

Of course, yep, my mum. That was such a typical answer.

"Max, I know my mother is a milf but you asked for my help so stop deflecting my questions."

This was getting on my nerves. First I get asked to help him and then he suddenly decides to not answer the obvious question. Who was the girl that Max liked?! 

"You know how I started crying before?"

"Yeah..."

"You know I was joking right? You seriously think I'd be such a fucking pussy? I'd bash the crap out of the dudes."

I stared at him intensely. I couldn't figure out whether what he was saying was true. This was more like the typical Max I knew. Acting all tough and as though he owned the world. He obviously didn't own the world in prep when I gleefully destroyed his wonderfully large sand castle. His payback was a bucket of sand down my top. It had taken me hours to get all the sand out of my hair.

The question now was whether I believed him.  Did I want to believe him? Honestly, no. It was nice knowing that Max wasn't just some obnoxious, cocky player but I guess that's the inner girl in me talking. Girls just shouldn't put with the way Max treats them. I've seen countless crying in the girls toilets with their supposed "friends" having left her alone in there to pursue Max. Stupid bitches.

"So I don't want you saying shit about me. It was all just a con to get you to fall for me," he batted his eyelashes, "which I know I have done right."

He stood up closing the gap between us even more. Max stood towering over me staring deeply into my eyes. 

"You know how I can have any girl I want right?"

I was slightly mesmerised. I nodded in response.

"Guess what? I'd never fucking want you."

That snapped me out of the trance. Scrap everything I had ever said about him before that was nice. He was a straight up and down cunt.  Where does he get off saying shit like that?

It took me a moment to realise that he had left the room. Before I knew what was happening tears slid down my cheek falling onto the tiles. Despite the fact that I despised Max at times, I cared. No matter how hard I tried not to let his words affect me, they did. There was a part of me that still liked him. I had once spent countless hours dreaming about the way he would hold me and kiss me. It's hard to get rid of feelings from someone who once gave you butterflies at the mere mention of their name. I had gotten over that stage. Finally after months of being in pain it was over. At least I thought I was over him until he started his whole spiel about the "dream girl". I had held my breath wishing that she was me.

"KATHRYN, GET YOUR FUCKING FAT ASS OUT HERE" bellowed one of the guys.

I stood up and had a staring contest with myself in the mirror. Mascara smeared, eyeliner streaked and puffy eyed, I was wondering what I could do to look normal before heading out. I went through the drawers looking for something to use when I came across make up wipes. My solution to looking like you haven't been crying? Take all the make up off. Unfortunately this means I'd have to walk out and face boys without make up on which I wasn't prepared to do. I scouraged around the drawers a bit more and found Josh's mums' make up. I had hit the jackpot. 

There was a knock on the door, actually it was more like they were trying to break down the door, just as I had finished re-applying my make up. 

"Are you okay in there? Haven't fallen into the toilet?" a voice asked.

"Yep, I'm fine" I replied, knowing that if I didn't reply the door would get knocked down.

I walked out only to be face to face with Max. He looked down on me and I felt like a little kid all over again. There was something there but I couldn't quite figure out if it was hatred or desperation.

"Are you okay? You look...different".

I don't know what was with his mood changes but I didn't like them so instead of answering his question, I pushed my way through and went back to join the party. Luckily, it didn't look like much had happened whilst I was gone.

"Hey Kathryn" Liam said, as I walked in.

"Um...hi" 

He leant over towards me and his lips neared my ears. I tried to look as calm as I could but I was freaking out big time. I felt a breath of sigh enter my ear. Ew.

"You look really beautiful" he whispered.

I felt slighly creeped out so I moved closer to Josh. I could still feel Liam's warm breath on me. Gross. Unlike the rest of the boys, I had only just met Liam. He was Josh's cousin and for some reason wanted to join in on the game. He was the only one who didn't go to school with us and at some parts during the night he would give me looks that sent chills down my spine.

"KATHRYN" Josh bellowed into my other ear.

"Oh fuck. What Josh?" I asked pissed off.

"Truth or dare?" 

"Seriously it's my turn again? This is so rigged."

"Just choose one".

My last choice had been dare and that had led to me shedding a few tears so I figured truth would be the safer option...for now.

Josh looked pensively at me "....okay, what's the furthest you've ever gone with a guy?"

I swear, eight teenagers high on hormones, in a room, late at night playing truth or dare  was such a bad idea. Now to answer the damn question.

"Well...I..I really haven't..um..n-not really..any....anywhere..." I mumbled embarassed.

I looked around the room sheepishly but none of the boys reacted. They just stared me.

"What guys?" I asked to no one at particular.

Max was the first to talk, "what the fuck did you just say?"

"Yeah, I'm sitting next to you and I have no idea what you just said. All I heard was, I eely abnet mmm knots eely annies pear" Josh added.

"So how far have you gone? All the way" Liam asked with a wink and a sleazy smirk.

Holy crap my night had just gotten worse. This had to be in my top ten list of the most embarassing things that have ever happened to me. My top one is so embarassing I'm ashamed to even tell anyone.

Josh nudged me, trying to get me to answer.

"No, I haven't gone all the way" I replied.

"Blow jobs? Hooked up? Tell us more" Max commented.

I must've blushed really red because pretty soon there was whistles and obscene things being said.

"SHUT UP! I haven't done anything alright...." I yelled. 

Fucking boys.

Harry finally had a question for me "You mean, you've never kissed anyone?!"

I really don't understand why they felt the need to know any of this. It wasn't like it was really any of their business. Girls had already teased me and I didn't want any more.

"No" I meekly answered.

Liam turned to fully face me. There was an expectant look on his face and he suddenly became really close.

"Want a kiss?"