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I went out for a run before sunrise and kept running unconsciously... Whenever i remember who I was... I ran faster... sometimes thinking about escaping and going back to where I came from... the other minute I remembered how Hoseok and Namjoon risked their lives to get me out of that hell....
[ I cannot go back and waste their efforts... But there is no place for me here... I do not belong to them... But how will I leave... Just the thought of me being away led Hyung to this extent of frustration and anxiety... He remained asleep all day and night. .. He did not open his eyes for a second, and in that coma state too he only said "Jungkook"... If I left him now, he might die from the shock... He endured the death of his real brother... But he lives his presence in me again.. Can he endure the same shock again? .. What do I do? ] . .
I kept thinking and running until I stumbled and fell.... I rolled on the ground and got dirty all over my body... I sat down on the ground crossing my legs to catch my breath while shaking myself off.
Yesterday's events were running through my mind... when i was waiting for him to getup .. The morning passed and in the afternoon
>>flash back started<<
Min Yoongi: It's okay his blood pressure dropped as a result of sorrow and depression ... (looking at him smiled ) This man is strange. Others suffer from high blood pressure in cases of anxiety, but his blood pressure drops dramatically...
Jungkook: Is he okay now? Why doesn't he wake up?
Min Yoongi: Let him sleep until he accepts what shocked him. He will wake up with a endurance ability that will collect him back to normal ...
Jungkook: (frustrated) Does he have to do this to himself?
Yoongi: He has been like this since we were young. He stays with himself until he understands the issue. He is not the type of person who gets upset often, but he does not stress others and always tries to understand their situation.... Do not be afraid, he will not die. I know my friend well.
He was talking so normally .. I understand that they are friends and its normal for them to talk that way but... I did not like his careless smile in that situation. Especially when he said jokingly, "Do not be afraid, he will not die."
I just nod my head agreeing .. then I turned around with a sad face and left the room before he asked me about me.
I waited in my room going back and forth to his room.. The evening came... and he did not wake up.. I was sweating anxiously and shaking with fear at the same time.. I was afraid that something bad would happen to him.. but the presence of Dr. Min by his side reassured me that he'll be fine ...
I went outside and sat next to the new plants Hyung planted .. Jimin came in the evening and he was worried.. he came to me after he checked on hyung ... I didn't want to talk at that moment.....
Jimin: What happened? Why didn't you call me? ..
I felt anger overwhelming me, as if he had stepped on my wound, and my anxiety and fear turned into an internal fire that broke out in Jimin's face..
I stood up with a glance and grabbed his shirt by the chest and said to him:
This is all because of you... You told me to stay away from him.. This is what happened when I tried...
Jimin: Leave me ... behave yourself...
Jungkook: Behave .. YOU BEHAVE YOURSELF FROM NOW ON JIMIN
Jimin: What do you mean?
