My dear friend

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He continues to talk.

„I was really young and you were too. We were together in Highschool and I've got bullied really badly. I didn't had any friends but you were the one that saved me. You pushed them away from me. You said that I was really strong because I could live with these bullies without changing schools. You were my friend. My best friend and I started to get feelings for you. Because of you they stopped bullying me. Because of you I could smile again.
Because of you I enjoyed my life.
I knew that you didn't had any feelings for me.
I have seen how you looked at this new boy, Tate.
This made me crazy. Something was wrong with me. My mind was and is full of you and I can't live without you. The time we finished school and all had our own work and life was the worst thing that could happen to me.
You forgot me...
I have seen you on the street. I smiled at you but you ignored me..
You had a life without me.
You don't know how this made me feel.
I needed to change things. I wanted you to choose me and so I thought of taking you here."

Breathing hurts. Hearing all of this hurts. I really forgot him. I didn't know he had this kind of feelings for me in school all those years ago.
But he was right. I do see him with different eyes know. I'm not scared of him. I'm happy that I really know him. The decision I'm going to make now is crazy but I need to look at him.
Slowly, I crawl away from the tree and look him in the eyes.
He really is it.

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