Boredom

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Helenas perspective

My mom and I arrive in California. I've also told her the fake story I invented yesterday. She believed me and was really shocked but didn't done anything against it. She drove me home, to my apartment, so that I can relax now till I meet the rest of my family.
I'm really happy
Being home is making me feel so comfortable
I feel save
But I should not feel that because I will not be save with him here.

The next days are going normal. I've met my family and my friends. We went to clubs, I went to work again and so on. To be honest, I'm bored. I've got used to the adrenaline I had in his house but now everything's just.. basic.
I should be much more happier though but I guess I should get used to it again.
Maybe in the next days, something shocking happens because he basically said that we will see each other.
In the time I was here, I also had a lot of contact to guys. I didn't sleep with them, nether but I just wanted to make Elijah mad. I wanted to see what he would do but nothing happened.
It makes me sad actually
Did he truly forgot me?
Does he have something with Lizzy?
Oh god, please not. But if that was true, she would obviously text me. We text a lot in the mean time here. She's really nice and also now a big friend of mine. I hope we can meet soon again.

Well, it's again now weeks later.
Nothing happened.
What is going on with him?
Is he okay?

Elijah's perspective

On the day Helena drove to California, I drove with her, just not in the same car. I've moved to the apartment I talked about earlier. Now I can fully watch her. Day and night. I can control her. I can see if she's okay. If she has visitors.

I know that she thinks of me. I'm now in here for one month without her seeing me. She probably thinks I forgot her but no darling, not even one second I think about something else then you. You're my howl life.

Often, when she's out with her friends or at work, I break into her apartment and just discover it. I can smell her in there like she's with me. I also love to go on her computer to see who she texted to. Nothing important though.
She doesn't have a boyfriend, luckily
If she goes to the club, I'm also there. I can't let her dance with some drunk creeps alone and I'm also friends with the owner. If someone is inappropriate to her, I call him to throw them out. No one is allowed to even put a finger on here. If I see someone do so, expect your death.

Today, I will put some gifts in her home. I've bought her favorite flowers, tulips, and put them on her desk. Then, I will prepare a bath for her with roses in it. She can lay in the bathtub while I watch her think of me. I've put cameras in her home so I can also see her in other rooms and not only in the living room. I've been used to only see her in that one room but the time I had with her together made me much more crazy. I need to see everything from her. I watch her sleep the howl night without looking at anything else. One tiny move from her can make me horny in seconds.


I hope she thinks of me, misses me. No one ever does that. She's the only one that did and I can't let her go.
Please, one person to love me would mean the world to me because one sided love is pure horror.


I'm in my bed looking at her. She cooks her favorite food again, pasta, and I notice something. She used to make them different but now, it's the same how I've done it. I grin at my IPad because she uses my methods!
I'm really happy!
This girl can always make me happy.
Even when she shot me I could have kissed her and married her. She thought she would get away from me like that but you can't. Only the death can stop me.
I hope she now knows that.
She needs to except living with me because I will never ever go, but you should know that now.

How about I text her now?
I just need some kind of conversation with her because of that month without her. Or without talking to her fits better.
I know that she will answer it, I can feel it.

„Did you forgot me darling?" send

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