Tears of All Emotions

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"I can't believe this is the last show of the North American leg. It's depressing," Niall sighs. "Love it here."

"I can't believe it either," Harry pouts. "That means Ave won't be on the road with us."

"Don't say that you'll make me cry," I mumble and snuggle up to him.

We still haven't really gotten over the argument we had, but he acts like nothing is wrong when we're with the boys. I've been playing along, stupidly. It'll never get solved if we do this.

"We're all gonna miss having you around. I would imagine we'll still be seeing quite a bit of you though, since you and Haz are attached at the hip," Liam smiles.

Harry runs his fingers through my hair and kisses my head. I can't help but smile. "S'cause I love her."

"I know mate," Liam ruffles Harry's hair and heads over to the snack table. I look up at Harry and giggle at his messy hair. He smiles as I fix his curls and kiss his nose.

"Ava, we need you in hair and makeup," Lottie says from the doorway.

I vlog as I get ready, trying not to cry. I was going to miss everybody so much. I was going to have to find a new team. I was going to have to be separated from all of my closest friends and my boyfriend. The tour ending majorly sucked.

After my hair and makeup is done, I get dressed and start with my vocal warmups. I finish early and start to head back to the main room where the boys are, but I come to a stop when I hear Harry talking in the makeup area. I go to go in there, but stop when I hear what he's saying.

"I don't like him. I don't trust him and her together so much. They're extremely close and too touchy for my liking."

"You need to trust her, Harry. That girl loves you."

"I know that Lou. But I'm losing her."

Lou sighs deeply. "I'm sure it's fine. You tend to overreact, Harry."

"He was all over her though! I don't like it. I don't think she should even be friends with him."

I gasp. Seriously? Was he that jealous that he was going to try and stop my friendship with him?

"It's not like she's cheating. She can do whatever she wants to do and be friends with whoever she wants. If you trust her, this shouldn't matter."

"I think she might be cheating, though," he sighs. "And it makes my heart shatter at the thought of that. I don't know what to do. That's not something I can just confront her about. But when I walked in to that studio and saw her leaning on him like that... it's all I've been able to think about."

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The last show went horribly. I couldn't stop crying and I wasn't sure if that was due to it being the last show or because of what I heard Harry say. I felt sick to my stomach. I couldn't concentrate. I couldn't get through any of my songs without screwing up dance moves. Everything was awful.

I didn't watch the boys perform. I went back to the hotel after persuading my road manager to get me my own room. I instructed everybody on the team not to let Harry into my room. I was pissed at him, so unbelievably pissed.

I may be overreacting, but I feel like I have every damn right to. He was by my side when Cole was doing the same thing to me. He may have been the reason that Cole was acting the way he was, but I knew that Harry wasn't the only reason. Cole is just an asshole. So even if this situation is similar, it's not at the same time. Harry isn't an asshole. He's just acting so stupid right now.

The knocking started around eleven thirty. Then the texts. Then the phone calls. Then more knocking with pleads for me to open the door.

From: Harry sent at 11:47
baby please open up. did I do something wrong? I'm very worried. I love you xx

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