In a perfect world
You're understanding,
I'm not a perfect girl...
I would drop my fears at the door
I would only bring myself and nothing more
And you let me be, a woman
And you let me be, a flawed woman
You would yearn to hear all about my past
...
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Dayvon and Sienna had came back home without the other couples. Sienna felt an unusual feeling brewing in the pit of her stomach the closer they got to their shared home. She looked happy and excited to be going home with him, but she didn't quite feel that same way on the inside.
Dayvon on the other hand held her the whole way home thinking of all the things he had planned for them and their future. He was so sure that Sienna was the one he really wanted to be with and had hoped that she didn't plan on going anywhere like she promised.
They were piled up in the back seat of a suburban that one of Durk's personal driver escorted them in. Sienna sat on top on Von's lap as if there wasn't anywhere for her to sit. His right arm held her tightly just as his left sent small hand strokes over her belly.
He had his face nuzzled against her chest while she rested her head on his shoulder. "I love you princess." Dayvon whispered knowing that she was awake because of the constant movements of her fingers playing through his dreads.
All that could be heard was the tires rolling over the bumpy road and whenever the driver turned the signals on to make whichever turn that lead them to their destination. "I love you too." Sienna replied just above a whispered feeling drained of all her energy right after she said it.
Dayvon had put her on a rollercoaster that she didn't want to be on. And when she tried to get out, he strapped her down even tighter to it.
"We almost a year. You know that?" He said with excitement laced in his voice. There was a lot he had planned for their one year anniversary and the first was to get a ring to propose to Sienna, already know she would say yes without a doubt.
"Yes, I do. Crazy how time flies." Her mind wasn't on the topic at hand because she didn't have anything positive to say about their relationship. As Sienna continued to play with Von's hair, the only thing she could think about was slitting his throat and watching him bleed to death.
Of course she loved him and never had a doubt in her mind that she didn't. The only question she always struggled with was if Dayvon actually loved her back. Would he kill for her like she would for him? Would he ever find it in his heart to be completely faithful to Sienna or will he always have somebody else on the side?
She knew Dayvon meant well and wanted to see her happy, but to constantly lie about something that he knew he was doing had her mind blown. How was she supposed to be happy when all he did was make her sad and more insecure than she was with Pierre?
Sienna often thought about reaching out to Pierre to see if something was still there. Dayvon was good at keeping her away from the people he didn't want her around which made them lose touch.
If she did have a chance with Pierre, he definitely wouldn't want to be with her now that she was pregnant by the handsome devil she couldn't seem to stay away from.
