imagine//loki

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Song: Hurts Like Hell - Fleurie

I sat in the living room of Stark Towers, waiting for the team to get back. My fingers tapped my thigh, I anxiously glanced toward the elevator, and Pepper caught my look.

"Don't worry, Y/N. He's gonna be back safe and sound." She reassured me, and I nodded.

The elevator dinged, and I stood, rushing the door. As it opened, I grinned, ready for him to hug me. But the world soon stopped moving and my grin faded as the Avengers stepped out, grimy and down. Tony looked up at me with sadness in his eyes, and disbelief filled me.

"No." I whispered. I looked around the team, searching for the familiar green eyes, but saw only pain. "Please. No."

"I'm sorry, Y/N." Steve murmured.

"No. No!" Tears clouded my vision and I fell to the floor.
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*8 months later*

I stood in front of the gray headstone, and pain refilled me. "I miss you. I miss your smile, your laugh, the way you called me love, the way you looked while sleeping, the way you looked at me when you though I was asleep, the way you would lift me into your arms and kiss me."

A tear traced it's way down my cheek, and my chest hitched as I continued. "You know, this world is so dull without you here with me. I can't stand it. Everyone tells me they're sorry. Pepper and Natasha try their best to me me feel better, but it doesn't work. I can't live without you, love."

I fell to my knees beside the grave, tears flowing. "I miss you so much, Loki."

I stood after a few minutes, wiping the tears from my face.

"I love you." With those words, I walked back to the car where the team was waiting.