I need you

3. I wont go, sorry

~Throwback chapter 1~
"Billie, are you okay? BILLIE? Goddammid Billie whats happening?" As Billie wasn't answering or even moving I parked my car on the roadside. I shaked her as hard as I could but she didn't gave a reaction. "Billie?" I started crying. "Billie sweetheart, what do I have do to?" She still didn't gave a reaction. She didn't even blink.

Freya's pov

"BILLIE!" I screamed as hard as I could. "Billie please, come back." I laid my head next to hers. I felt her soft hair touching me and grabbed her hand.

"Freya? What happened? Were am I?" Billie's voice cracked . That made me cry even harder, but at least she's back. "Don't worry sweetie. I don't know what happened but you're safe now. " she looked me in my eyes. "I wanna go home, Freya." I nodded.

I started my car and went back on the road. We both sat in silent. Only some of our favourite songs were playing.

When we came home Billie immediately went to her room. "Freya? What's wrong with her?" "I don't know mom. She was silent in the car, she didn't said a word." "Can't you have a talk with her? I think she will tell you more than me." "Yes of course!"

"Billie?" I knocked on her door. "Can I come in?" "Yes" she sighed so hard that a tropical storm almost stirred up. "Well, that sounded kinda funny" I don't know why but I really had to laugh.

"I don't wanna go tomorrow." What? Now she's confusing me. "You don't wanna go to where?" "I don't wanna go to school. I can't!" Something is definitely wrong with her but is guess she won't tell. "Come here" she didn't moved so I pulled her closer to me.

Billie's pov

I don't wanna go to school tomorrow. I'm to scared. It kinda felt good to have Freya's arms around me. "Go ask mom. If it was me I would say yes but I am not the one to chose honey" I know Freya would say yes, but she's right she isn't the one to decide that.

When I went downstairs I almost fell over Perry, he's always lays on the lowest stair and I forget that every time. "MOM!" I screamed, still in the hall because I didn't want to face her. I surprised myself, I hadn't imagined to be that loud.

It was at the same time that my dad came home. "Well that was a serious scream Billie, you're alright?" "Yes I am fine, hi dad." He waved and made his way back to the driveway cause he left his phone in the car.

Why didn't mom gave a reaction? Okay she probably ignored me cause I wasn't looking at her while talking. I mean Uhm ... screaming.

I opened the door and she just sat at the table so she definitely heard me. "Mom?" I asked once again. "Yes, what do you wanna know?" "Do I have to go to school tomorrow? I don't feel very well" "we'll see tomorrow sweetie, is that okay?" No that was not okay. "I won't go, sorry."

I looked at the ground, waiting for my mom to get mad. Surprisingly she said nothing.

When I was back in my room, Freya was already gone. Wel gone, she was in her room getting dressed cause she has  some evening lessons. Pour girly. "See you soon Billie! Take care of yourself!" "Bye Freyaaa! I will!"

I think it's around midnight or something. I can't check because my alarm clock is a little broke after I threw it on the ground. I hate mornings, okay?

Sleeping is no option. That weird forest keeps coming up in my mind. I still have the feeling that it wants be to be there, but I don't even know if it's real

Should Ella gets those visions to? I mean she had the exact same thing at school. Not that I know what happened to me but still. Should it be possible?

Ella's pov

I've just dropped Holly of at school. It's kinda scary to be alone for a whole day, or maybe it's better. What if there will happen weird things again. I absolutely don't want Holly to see.

Brando and Martini just had there breakfast and already went back to sleep. Those two little, sleepy brats.

I don't know what to do. I didn't dare to draw. I'm afraid that forest wil show up again. Or that Holly will find it and asks more questions.

Eventually I went back to sleep. Last night I hadn't much sleep and I had to wake up early cause Holly has to go to school.

Not that I don't have to be at schools but that's something else. Will Billie notice that I'm not there? Tomorrow I'll go so I can see her.

Fuck! Why do I always think of Billie! She probably forget about me. What the hell is wrong with me? Why can't I be normal? Why do I have to like her? Wait what? Do I like her? Shooott wat the fuck is happening to me!? I can't like girls. And certainly not Billie. I cant like Billie!

I started breathing heavily and my eyes where full of tears. I couldn't get myself under control so I just accepted it and got down to the ground. Laying there for long time.

Suddenly I felt a wet nose touching my forehead. It was Martini. Shit! I totally forgot that's those dogs wanna go on there daily walk.

With red eyes and a beating head I went on the streets. I looked awful, I know. I just didn't gave a shit as long as I didn't run into Billie. That would be terrible, she can't see me like this.

I skipped the part of the walk through the forest. That wouldn't have a good ending today. And tomorrow and probably the next weeks and months to.

I was back home and saw that it was almost time to go and get Holly. I fixed my face, cause yes, I still looked like I was run over by a train, and putted some better looking clothes on.

I left Brando and Martini home, they had walked enough for today. I would be a little sad, right?

That was also the first thing Holly noticed. "Ellaa! Why didn't you bring Brando and Martini with you?" "They just went on a walk with me. They can't handle that much, there kinda small remember" Holly laughed when I said that. What a cutie.

Holly doesn't know that I didn't went to school today. I mostly bring her and get her on a schoolday so that's nothing unusual.

I made diner for both of us and helped Holly with her homework. Since this year she has to read some little story's a few times a week.

After she was done, Holly and I watched a movie. I don't know what's it's called cause Holly had chosen it.

I went upstairs with Holly. It's time for her to sleep. I think she was tired cause she didn't even protest.

She putted her pjs on and gave me a big hug. I carfully laid her in her bed and went downstairs.

I wasn't even there for 5 minutes and I already felt it comming. My vision started to get blurry again and i was getting dizzy.

Then I saw it, that fucking creepy, purple forest. I got shivers in my whole body when I heard those sounds again. This time it was diffrent. The sounds weren't just sounds. It was asking for me, formed in a weird song. When I tought it couldn't be worser it did. I saw Billie. She was in the forest and looked me in my eyes.