bitter-sweet|mulmyungz

🪼cold🐶

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾ monday ☽༓･*˚⁺‧͙
throughout the weekends leehan was hanging out with jaehyun,having fun? well not really since jaehyun was so distant. yes, he was yet again acting cold towards leehan. but he thought it was normal until he saw him chat with riwoo and woonhak again...
leehan never felt so distanced before he saw how jaehyun communicates with riwoo and woonhak, before he would just think that this injury changed jaehyun, but now he was certain that it did not. "was he actually just that cold with me?" leehan was thrown off by this question, and just when he thought that it was over his thoughts continued to remind him about it. "have i known jaehyun all along?".."it was wrong of me to assume that his personality was fake in the first place"..as his mind continued to fill up with questions,he became more and more irritated,he was pissed at the fact that jaehyun was only cold for him..but why? this was the only question leehan couldnt answer..
as the practice went on,leehan was getting angrier at the fact that his friends have the privilege of seeing jaehyun's true self.
after their singing practice leehan was barely able to contain his anger,as he took jaehyuns hand and pulled him to the empty and dark room,filled with unnecessary stuff and pinned jaehyun against the wall.
"what is it leehan,please make it quick i wanna go home" said jaehyun calmly,almost as if he just wanted to get rid of leehan as fast as he could.
"why are you like this?" said leehan with a tone of anger and jealously. "what do you mean? i dont und-" jaehyun got cut off by leehan "i mean the fact that youre so nice with anyone else but me,why are you so cold to me, im just trying to hang out with you" leehan tried to say something again but jaehyun was faster.."are you serious?!? are you really asking me this when you were the one to push me away at first. i didn't wanna be hanged any longer. speaking of which, didn't you hate my personality, didn't you think it was too cliché to actually have this kind of personality?! you hated it so i changed it for you and now youre complaining?! i dont understand what exactly you want from me.." jaehyun started speaking loudly but by the end it got quieter and quieter until it was so quiet that their every move could be heard. jaehyun started crying but leehan didn't notice it because it was too dark. he didn't know that jaehyun was crying until he heard tiny sobs from jaehyun.."im- im sorry, i didnt know i hurt you like this.."jaehyun wanted to escape,to run away as far and as fast as he could,and when leehan finally let him go,feeling nagging sence of guilt, jaehyun opened the door and ran away..after a few minutes leehan finally decided to go after jaehyun. as he tried searching for him,he decided he would be in his dorm,which was true.but his roommate and best friend riwoo,was not letting him in. "give him some time." was all that he heard from riwoo.

jaehyuns pov~
as jaehyun was running away from leehan,he decided to go to his and riwoos dorm. when riwoo opened the door he was surprised to see jaehyun crying. i mean,it wasnt the first time he had seen jaehyun cry,theyve been friends for so many years after all,but it was rather...rare to see such sunshine person to cry.."what happened jaehyun?? why are you crying??"
after jaehyun explained everything, sobs stopping him from time to time,riwoo decided that he needs time away from people,from life...

note~
ARIGHT OML WHAT IS GOING ON 😦
U SURE DIDN'T EXPECT THAT DID U EHEHEHEHEUEHEUEHEH
I SURE DO KNOW HOW TO SURPRISE PEOPLE HEHEHEHEUEHEUEHEHEH