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Chapter 6 - Confusuion

As I walked away from Carter I couldn't help notice why he was always so mean to me. He protects me then continues calling me a cry baby. There must be a reason for it. I walk to the bar, yes bar. Where I was meeting Jason. Eventually I turned up at the bar, not quite the best impression but he must have he's reasons. I walk in the bar and sit on the bar stool. I'm say bar too much now. Bar. Bar. Bar. Sorry. Jason turned up just after me.
"Hey Sartina, sorry it's not dinner thought we could catch a drink first before dinner. I don't want to bring on an impression too fast." He explains. He wore a nice ironed shirt, with black trousers, and he's silver hair was combed back. The shirt brought out the blue in he's eyes.
"If you asked first you could've skipped this meal." I laughed.
"Oh I'm sorry, I didn't realise you liked me like that." He replies. He sits on the stool next to me and holds my hand.
"Well, you was my hero when we was younger."
"You was my princess, who I had to save from the trolls." I blushed as soon as he said that. Wow he liked me back from all these years. But do I truly like him back? He doesn't give me butterflies. I feel nothing for him is the truth. He helped me, as a friend. Jason buys two drinks, two triple shot whiskeys and Coke.
"I know how much you hate bars, so I paid people to keep this bar empty." He explains. I look at him, and he hands me my drink. We both sit in silence and start drinking.
"So erm... what made you move here? I never got your answer." I asked. He blushed and started fidgeting.
"Well, to be honest Sartina, you." He explains.
"Me?"
"Yes you Sartina, I missed you ever since you moved away. And I heard you moved again to here and wanted to see you." He explains.
"I don't know what to say..." I pick up my drink and chugged it down.
"Do you like me Sartina? Because I love you." Oh my god he loves me... HE LOVES ME!!! He loves me? Fuck he loves me...
"Earth to sartina." He chuckles.
Ping!
"Shit sorry, let me just check that isn't my mom." I said. Glad I was saved by the text.

Carter- What are you doing?
Me- leave me alone.
Carter - where are you?
Me - Fuck off.

"Sartina, don't be rude." Jason said with annoyed tone in he's voice.
"Sorry, it wasn't my mother." I replied.
"Well do you like me?" Jason asks again.
"I - I- I-" my phone interrupts again.

Carter - Leave the bar, before I tell your mother.

"Shit!" I shout.
"What?" Jason replies.
"It's my mom I got to go, I'm sorry can we do this another time?" Jason looked sad.
"Yh, sure.." I quickly get off my stool and run out of the bar. And there Carter was waiting.
"What the fuck are you doing here?" I ask I'm pissed off with how he treats me.
"Let's go." He commands. We walk in silence for ten minutes then arrive at a kids park, at this point it's already dark. Carter climbs up and slides down the slide. (What a fun sentence)
"Why did you ruin my date?" I ask.
"Date? It's not a fucking date, that guy is dumb." He replies. He sits on the slide and looks at the ground with saddened eyes.
"Come here." He says softly. I walk over to him, and he pulls me onto him. I was practically riding him. He pulls me closer and pulls my head to he's. He stokes my hair strands behind my ears.
"He isn't anything to you crybaby." I couldn't help but think how right he was. I didn't feel anything for him.
"Stay away from him." He moans. I start blushing.
"Why? You jealous?" I giggle. This was the only chance to wind him up.
"Crybaby, don't test me." Carter snaps.
"Why do you care? Why are you so up and down?" I ask. He leans in and he's lips touch mine. Me making out with Carter? That's not me! I pull away.
"I'm going home." I say
"Ok." He snaps. We and Carter walk home and split ends. What a night.

The next morning.
School History Class.
The teacher mumbled along most of the class.
"So what happened with Jason?" Amy wondered.
"He said he loved me." I reply.
"And what did you say?" She glared at me, like she knew I didn't like Jason like that.
"Carter interrupted." I groaned.
"Are you and Carter a thing?" She asked. I stopped what I was doing and glared.
"Don't be modest now, what do you really feel?" She asked.
"Think of Carter." She commanded.
"Carter? Well I'm not sure what I think, he makes me feel so many things... unlike Jason." I explained. Amy laughed.
"Well, there's your answer. You like the hottest boy in school, and you have to fight Fiona to get him." She giggled. She was enjoying this more than myself.
"You have Turk, Jason, and Carter over you girl. You're doing better than Fiona." I had to laugh at that.
History was finally over and me and Amy were having lunch in the cafeteria. Jason walks over.
"Sartina, can we talk?" He asks. I nod and we go to the other end of the cafeteria.
"About last night, if I made you uncomfortable I'm really sorry." Jason looks sad, I feel like I really upset him.
"No- you didn't." I stutter. There's no way of getting out of this. I could feel eyes piercing my sole, I turn around to see Carter staring. Jason taps my shoulder.
"You and him? Really? Sartina he bullied you." He groans.
"No! He's just being an ass!" I quickly protect myself.
"Be honest then, who do you love?" He asks. I stay quiet for a moment. All I knew was I didn't love him.
"Jason-"
"Sartina, how are you? Been a while babe." Turk interrupts.
"Excuse me?" Jason gets madder by the second.
"Erm- I can explain." I said nervously.
"You got nothing to explain, come meet me at the bar tomorrow, here's my number sartina." Turk said, he gives me a piece of paper with he's number on then walks off.
"You and Turk?" Jason asks me.
"No, I just moved here and he kissed me." I explained.
"Sartina, I need to know your feelings soon. I don't wanna waste my time." Jason says then walks off. I walk back to Amy, and sat down by her.
"How did that go?" Amy asks. She's smirking because of the drama going on between the boys.
"I don't even wanna go there Amy."
"Who are you taking to the ball?" Amy asks.
"Ball?"
"End of year ball? We have it every year to celebrate our studies." Amy explains.
"Oh I don't know..." I say quiet for a moment. No one has asked me.
"Who do you want to go with Carter?" Amy asks. I look at her with a surprised look.
"Don't give me that look, we all know you like him." She laughs.
I think she's right, I like Carter.
"Well even if I did, A he bullies me, and B he hasn't asked me." I explained.
"Ask him." She smirks. I couldn't ask Carter out he was forever mock me.
BANG!
"What was that?" Amy said. We look over to see Turk on the floor, and Carter leaving the room.
"Girl what the fuck did you do now?" Amy asks whilst laughing. I whip my phone out and quickly text Carter.