Christmas break is nearly approaching but hell school works are very very hell. Ngayon, alam ko na ang pagkakaiba ng college student at high school student. During high school okay lang kung pachill-chill lang but now- nevermind nalang.
Kaliwa't- kanan ang deadlines ng mga projects pati na rin ang sunod-sunod na performances. However, that can't stop me for being a book lover or Wattpad lover. Duh! Stress reliever ko ito. So, that's why tonight I'm facing my laptop reading romance story, using my reading glass while sipping my favorite milktea. Super stress ako kaya chill muna tayo.
Being a college student is hell, gusto ko tuloy bumalik bilang high school student yung nakikibargadulan lang sa tabi-tabi at tambay sa vendor area. But now? Hindi ko na nga makuhang lumabas ng condo and gala anywhere.
Kung sabagay, I love being alone in my condo than roaming around and act as a wild teenager in different bar. Mas gusto ko pang makasama mga libro ko kesa makipagplastikan sa mga tao o makipaglandian sa mga toxic na lalaki. Maybe this is the reason why until now I have no friends than my closest friends. It's a no big deal naman sakin. I don't need a new friend kung bad influence rin naman ang mga ito.
My eyebrow raised as I read the new chapter. I just found out that being in an adult stage I mean yung nasa acceptance stage kana as a responsible child and sasalubong na sayo ang reality, it was so mahirap. Mapapaisip ka nalang talaga na gusto mong bumalik sa pagkabata. Kung wala kang future or wala kang bucket list for your future, blank siya. As in blank. Tulala ka lang kung ano nga ba ang magiging future mo. Ano nga ba ang gagawin mo when you face the reality as an adult?
Sa ngayon, nastestress na ako buti nalang at may pangarap ako sa buhay. Alam ko na ang gagawin ko if I graduate as a Business Administration major in Management Accounting. Pangarap ko magtrabaho sa BDO. I just love it. And hindi lang naman ito ang pangarap ko. I also love having my own café or flower shop. Soon, maabot ko ito, and for now I will focus on my study and writing fiction stories. Yes! You read it right. I'm also a writer. Alam ito ng mga prends ko but not my username. Ayoko kaseng malaman nila dahil gusto ko yung mysterious-mysterious personality. Even my readers didn't know who really I am but as long as they love my stories I am contented.
Biglang tumunog ang phone ko. It's a message tone. Hindi ko iniwas ang tingin mula s screen ng laptop while reaching my phone on the other side of my study table. I opened it and glance at the phone screen.
Eirene:
Tulog ka na ba?
Ah no. You're still awake.
Punta ka sa apartment namin. Movie marathon tayo now. Super stress kase at we need your help also. Tulungan mo kami gumawa ng essay. Shuta! Akala ko walang essay sa engineering.
Napasandal ako sa upuan at tinuon ang atensiyon sa phone. Napailing ako sa nabasa at napakamot sa ulo makita kung anong oras na.
10:30 pm
Hindi naman malayo ang apartment nila kaya ayos lang. Kahit maglakad lang ako ayos lang din.
Okay. Ready yung snack natin.
May difficulties din ako sa isang project ko.
I need your help also.
Muli akong tumingin sa laptop at sinave ang binasa kong romance story. It's from another platform kase ito. I need to bookmark it also. I stretch my arms and tumayo. Dumiretso ako sa cabinet to grab a jacket. Okay naman yung suot ko kaya jacket lang ang kukunin ko dito. I'm with my pajama and plain t-shirt. I have also headband and slippers.
After I wore my black hoodie jacket, I also brought my laptop and phone before walking out to my condo. Paglabas ko ay tahimik ang hallway. Nagkibit-balikat akong naglakad tungo sa elevator at pumasok dito. It was so quiet kaya I can't help myself to hummed my favorite song.
