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I smiled as I saw my little boy walking towards me with his whole tiny palm wrapped around his father's finger.
He looks so much like his father than me...my little mini Taehyung, my smile got even wider at the thought as Taehyung reached me snaking his arms around my waist casually giving me a quick soft kiss on my cheeks heated up at his actions in front of our son.
He was barely three, he shouldn't be seeing his mommy and daddy romancing around.
"So you enjoyed playing with your daddy huh?" I asked picking my little boy in my arms as he started to blabber about what he and his daddy did as the three of us walked back up our house leaving the backyard.
But suddenly there was a flash that almost blinded my eyes for a moment but somehow I opened them again only to find myself standing all alone in the middle of nowhere. Where's my baby? Where's Taehyung?
Oh my god! Did something bad happen to them? Soon my vision become blurry as tears formed in my eyes.
"Taehyung...Hyunsoo...Tae..." I shouted at the top of my voice but got no response.
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"No!" I yelled as I woke up from the dream in a sweat, I looked around to see that it's still dark and I'm on my bed.
I have lost count of how many times I have seen the same dream in the last four months...it always starts as a beautiful dream but in the end it turns out to be a nightmare. A nightmare that has turned into the reality of my life.
How come my beautiful life turned into this horrible nightmare? It's been four months but why can't I just forget him, why does he keep invading my dreams? Why can't I just forget the moments I spent with him?
Why is it so hard?
Because you still love him no matter what, a small voice in my head spoke.
"No, no I don't!" I yelled at myself.
...or do I?
The thought kept roaming in my head as I couldn't go back to sleep anymore and unwillingly my thoughts slipped to the time when I was still with him.
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