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When someone meets their loved ones after a long time they feel happy. They enjoy their time with them right? But that's not the same case with me.
It's been about an hour since we arrived in Seoul and there's not been a second where I have not felt nervous...nervous about meeting my family again and also I'm worried about my dad although Taehyung said that he is doing fine now but yet i won't get any peace of mind until and unless I see my dad.
And i know I'll be seeing him soon now as we are heading towards the hospital right now but there was also this little part of my heart that was constantly telling me that I shouldn't have come back.
I know i may sound a little selfish but this place holds a lot of memories for me...some good ones and some which led me out of this city. This place holds the dreams...the happy future that is desired for Taehyung and myself along with our baby.
This place holds my love for Taehyung. This is the very place where we laughed together, where we cried together, where we grew up together.
And coming back here again is only reminding me of how all my dreams are shattered, how Taehyung and I will never be the same again, how the most important thing to me is now ruined and that friendship.
The moment we reached here it felt like all the memories...all the important moments, all the highlights of my life since my childhood till now hit me like a huge cold wave of water drowning me, suffocating me and that was the moment I knew that it's not going to be as easy as I thought it would.
If it was in my hands I would have never looked back again but i guess it's my destiny that has brought me back here. There's always something that brings me back to the people i love.
"Don't stress yourself, everything will be fine." I snapped back to reality hearing Taehyung's voice as he placed his hand on mine indicating that he's here for me no matter what.
I just nodded my head at him with a fake smile and glanced out of the window only to realize that we had already reached the hospital.
I took a deep breath as if gathering all the courage that i had in myself before stepping out as Taehyung opened the door for me and helped me out like the gentleman he is.
"Are you ready for this? I mean are you sure you want to do this? We can still go back, I haven't told them yet that you'll be coming with me." He said looking into my eyes for any signs of uncertainty.
"I'm sure." I replied nodding
"Well then let's just hope your dad doesn't get more heart attack seeing you again." He said with a serious face.
"Taehyung..." I called out his name as if scolding him as he broke into chuckles.
"Just kidding, Come on let's go" He said as we both made our way inside and soon Taehyung asked the receptionist in which ward my dad was and as we walked towards his ward, I felt my heart beating at a fast rate against my chest as if it would come out any minute.
