Tw: Drug od
Being high is pretty cool, the in-existence of everything that happens around.
How the sky turns into a shade of purple or green.
How the world moves oddly differently.
How everyone sounds stupidly slow.
Just the idea of everything morphing into weird spiraling shapes and motions.
The world being totally unreal but you can't even think of worrying how wrong it looks because your mind is way to intoxicated to even process everything going on around you.
Being high has it's beauty, it sounds wrong saying that but it's the fitting word I can think of.
It's different but it's a different that makes it special and unique.
You get a whole different view of the world.
It's a cruel and darkening place.
One I'd want to escape from but physically can't do that.
Yet with drugs the world sort of shifts to something angelic.
It shifts into this whole new dimension filled with vibrating colors, where everything moves either really slow or really fast but it's what makes it seem so much better then the real world.
In my opinion drugs are pretty cool.
Except for the times where they bring me near to death.
A death I'm so hoping not to face as Yeonjun checks my pulse as I slip in an out of consciousness.
"Listen hyunjin, you need to stay awake okay and just chug down this okay." He says as I stare at him confused.
"What the hell is that." I question hazed.
"It doesn't matter just swallow okay." He instructs as I feel the unknown liquid slid down my throat.
That's when I realised I was consuming some wierd ass acid.
Despite how Yeonjun is clearly a bad influence, he knows just the right precautions to take during stuff like this.
He might seem like he doesn't care half of the time but really deep down he does, maybe more than I can really think.
If im being fully honest, he'd make a great medical student.
Despite the terrible drug addiction he has right now, he'd really make a good doctor in the future.
I just hope he'll someday quit this addiction to achieve his goal and live his dream.
After consuming a good amount of whatever the heck that acid was, along with pretty sleeping in an out of consciousness, within a short amount of minutes I begun to slowly recollect the steady pace of my pulse.
Both sighing content and relief, as yeonjun slumps onto the floor.
"You know that was pretty fucking wild." I say with a weak but amused smile.
"You really want to get killed after I had just saved your ass." He says frustrated as I lightly chuckle.
"Thanks hyung, I owe you big time."
"It's whatever kid just don't take anything until tomorrow or the next place you'll find yourself in hospital." He says with a sigh.
"Yeah, I just really need to piss right now." I say as I clumsily got myself up.
He chuckles before getting up aswell,"Well seeing that you'll be okay, I'll take my leave before my teacher gets back."
"Wait how long has it been since I've been here."
"40 to 45 minutes at best but I'm sure you can come up with an excuse, you always do." He says before leaving the restroom.
I can't really come up with any good excuse to why I took so long but I'm not gonna think of that at the moment.
Right now I really gotta piss.
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Entering class I handed back the pass before making my way back to my seat.
Luckily now one was really aware of how long I had been gone for and simply focused on the notes plastered on the board.
"Care to explain why took so long to get back?"
Okay everyone but Minho cared on why I was gone for so long.
"I was taking a shit." I say simply shrugging as I slump back into my seat.
Unfortunately this was the only believable excuse I could come up with on my way to class.
On the plus side I got to witness minho's disgusted expression, which in my defense is a look that never fails to amuse me.
By the time the school day had ended, I had pretty much sobered up, ofcourse due to the consistent need to urinate every 15 minutes.
Besides that school was over for the week, meaning I'd get to rest.
Well probably not since I do need to study and finalize the last bit of my assigned choreography.
Not to forget the possibility of going to Jackson's party tomorrow.
That actually reminds, I need to speak with felix about his confirmation.
Hopefully I'll get it once I arrive back at the dorms.
Since the younger doesn't have practice today, I've got plenty of time to ask him.
"You got any plans for tomorrow?" Minho asks as we walk our way into the dorms lobby.
Normally it's filled with a line of teens fussing over the wi-fi network or the terrible internet at the reception.
Yet today it was pretty quite and not as busy as it normally would be, which is something I wish could stay constent forever.
"Yeah, I'm hanging out with a friend." I simply say as we walk up the stairs.
"Your going to Jackson's party with yeonjun aren't you." He says causing me stop in my tracks.
How the fuck does he know about that.
"Well yeah I am." I say slightly afraid on the olders reaction.
For all I could know, Minho could yell at me and lecture me on how this is a gateway for me to get high.
He could decide to go to the party with us just so he could keep an eye on me.
Probably keep me locked in my dorm preventing me from escaping.
To my surprise he didn't say any of that.
"Well make sure to stay away from drugs and be back around midnight."
"I'm sorry but did you just agree to me going to Jackson's party." I say shocked as we walk down the corridor leading to my dorm.
"Yeah I mean you have been clean since you got here, which has been 2 weeks now. Nothing has been found in your room or on you so I guess I can put some trust in you." He says facing me once we'd stopped infront of my door.
"Your really trusting me this much?"
"Yeah, besides you'll be yeonjun. I don't really trust him but his been sober for 3 months and he seems pretty responsible, so go out and have fun but just be careful." He says with a small smile.
I should be happy that minho approves on me going, it gives felix a better reason to let me go.
But for some reason I don't feel as happy as I thought I would be.
Maybe it's because I haven't been completely honest with minho or anyone of my friend's.
Maybe it's because I feel a huge weight of guilt for having to lie to everyone.
Maybe it's because I've already broken minho's trust without him even knowing.
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FanfictionIn which Hyunjin is a drug addict, has been for a while, nobody knew about it but that had changed once he had gotten a roommate. A roommate that changed his entire life.
