One Last Time

Chapter 5

|| Y/N's POV ||

I knew I wasn't ready to give it to Matt.

We're only seniors in high school.

He hungrily pushed me on my bed trying to strip me of my clothes.

I tried my hardest to not cry,

I never thought my first would be the love of my life, well the drunk love of my life.

The thought of that made me loose it.

I started sobbing.

"Y/N shut up!" An obviously drunk Matt. it's not even him when he's drunk.

I kept loosing as he kept stripping me.

"Hey! OPEN UP!" I heard Sam's aggressive voice yelled from behind the door.

"WE'RE BUSY!" Matt aggressively yelled back.

"MY ASS! OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR!!" Gilinsky yelled this time.

Matt ignored them and kept stripping me till the door opened.

Matt looked up and so did and there they were, a hella pissed Gilinsky and Sam stood.

"GET THE FUCK OFF Y/N!" Sam yelled causing me to jump a little.

I've only seen Sam this mad once, and it was when I got back with Matt.

Matt suddenly swung toward Gilinsky and gets him in the nose.

Jack moves out of the way and leaps towards me.

"Put your things on, you're staying with me tonight." Jack said helping me with my things.

I finally got everything and looked at Sam getting some pretty bad hits from Matt, Sam was sitting there letting himself so i could leave unharmed.

"Matt get off of him!" I yelled.

Matt suddenly stopped.

"Y/N lets go!" Jack said trying to move me but I wasn't going to budge.

"Or else what Y/N?" Matt rudely slurred over at me.

"Matt just stop, leave!" I pointed out the door obviously pissed.

"You know what fuck you Y/N. You fucking prude." he spat and walked out.

After I knew he was gone I lost it.

I began crying again. I fell into my knees and put my head in my hands.

"Y/N, please, don't cry for him." Sam kneeled down besides me to comfort me.

I looked up at him and looked at him, his face was bruised up.

"Sammy! Your face." I grabbed him and led him to my restroom.

"Y/N! What are you doing!?" He said laughing.

"I'm cleaning your face up." I said in a 'duh' tone.

He stopped me.

I looked at him confused.

He cupped face and and leaned in.

I shouldn't, be it feels so right.

I got lost in his gaze and closed my eyes.

Before I knew it my lips were moving softly and swiftly.

It felt like my lips belonged on his.

"Sam I'm sorry, but you have a girlfriend and I have a boyfriend. I'm sorry I let it go... this..fa"

I cut myself off and kissed him again.

"Y/N I feel like you just said that to make yourself feel better." he said not cutting his gaze away from my lips.

A couple moments passed.

"Sam I was scarred." I said looking away.

"Scarred? Of what?" He chuckled a bit I'm the beginning.

"I was scarred that Matt was not going to respect my abstinence." I knew I could trust Sam with what I was telling him.

"Well I know Matt. He respects you, he was drunk this time, and I'm so happy I got here before anything happened." he said with a beautiful spark in his eye.

I smiled weakly and looked down.

"Hey, don't doubt yourself." he said leaning in again.

"Uh guys." Gilinsky said while Sam and I were like centimeters away from each other's lips.

"Whatttttt?" Sam groaned.

"I was just felling a bit lonely." he said pitying him self.

Causing Sam and I to laugh.

"We'll find you someone." I reassured and laughed a bit.

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The party was over and it was just The Jacks, Nash, Cam, Nat, Sam and I left.

We were all in the living room at 3:30 am watching Nemo.

"Okay hoes I'm going to bed." I said getting up.

"Aw please stay, we can cuddle?!" Sammy asked in a baby voice, patting the space next to him.

"I think I'll pick you up on that offer some other time." I said laughing and walking up the steps.

I walk into my nice smelling room.

I cracked my windows open and walked into my closet.

I looked everywhere for my big tee shirt and couldn't find it anywhere, and I hate sleeping with tight tee shirts, I feel like I'm choking in my sleep.

I walk towards the balcony over the living room where everyone was still watching the movie.

"Nashly! Can I borrow one of you tee-shirts?!" I yelled at him.

"Here you can borrow one of mine!" Sam stood up and walked up the steps to where i was.

"Thanks." I said sheepishly.

"It's all good, follow me!" he said grabbing my hand.

I blushed, I can't be falling for Sam, I don't want to but I also want to.

"Here!" He smiled and handed me and big football practice tee-shirt.

"Ewie, you sweated in it." I made an 'ew' face. He just laughed.

"No it's new I bought 2 but never used this one, the one I do use is in my locker." he pointed and winked at me.

"Ew, that shirt must STANK." we both laughed.

"Take your tee-shirt." he pushed it in my arms and laughed.

"Thanks Sammy." I smiled.

"Of course babe uh I me-."

"It's all good Sam." I smiled again and walked out.

"Wait Y/N!"

"Ya?" I asked.

"Please give me a big hug?!" He pouted and opened his arms.

"Didn't even have to ask" I engulfed him in a hug bear hug.

He was bear hugging me and I felt sudden kisses on my hair line right above my forehead.

"I love you Y/N." he whispered gently.

"I...... love you to." I whispered back.