Stella looked around, realizing she was once again in a car, the rhythmic hum of the engine both familiar and comforting. Atticus was behind the wheel, his expression focused and calm, while Jeremiah animatedly chatted in the passenger seat. Stella sat in the back, wrapped in a soft blanket, her heart racing with a mix of anticipation and uncertainty.
She was going home. The thought filled her with warmth, even though she wasn't entirely sure what "home" would mean after everything that had happened. The prospect of reuniting with her brothers excited her, a spark of joy igniting in her chest at the thought of their familiar faces and the laughter they shared.
As the car glided down the road, the radio began to play "My Blood" by Ellie Goulding. The haunting melody enveloped her, and the lyrics struck a chord deep within her, resonating with emotions she had been grappling with:
And God knows, I'm not dying but I bleed now.
And God knows, it's the only way to heal now.
With all the blood I lost with you (I lost with you, I lost with you).
It drowns the love I thought I knew (I thought I knew, I thought I).Stella closed her eyes for a moment, letting the words wash over her, each line echoing her journey. The song spoke to her in a way it never had before, capturing the pain of loss and the struggle for healing. She thought of the emotional wounds she had endured, the scars left behind by betrayal and heartache.
"Hey, everything okay back there?" Atticus's voice broke through her reverie, concern lacing his tone.
She opened her eyes and met his gaze in the rearview mirror. "Yeah, just thinking about the song. It hits differently now," she replied, her voice soft but steady.
"What do you mean?" Jeremiah asked, turning slightly to face her, his curiosity piqued.
"It's just... it reminds me of everything I've been through," Stella said, her heart full of mixed emotions. "The healing process, the pain of letting go... it all feels so real right now."
Atticus nodded, his expression understanding. "Music has a way of reflecting our experiences. It can be cathartic."
Stella smiled faintly, grateful for his empathy. "Exactly. It's like the song knows what I'm feeling. It reminds me that healing is possible, even if it's hard."
As they drove on, the scenery outside shifted, the trees and fields blurring past like memories fading into the distance. The song played on, each lyric resonating within her, capturing the essence of her journey.
And God knows, it's the only way to heal now. The words echoed in her mind, a reminder that pain was a part of growth. She had lost so much, but she was also learning to reclaim herself, to stand strong amidst the chaos.
"Just remember, you're not alone in this," Atticus said, his voice steady and reassuring.
Stella felt a swell of gratitude, the warmth of their support wrapping around her like a safety net. "Thank you," she said, her voice thick with emotion. "It means a lot to have you both here."
Jeremiah grinned, his energy infectious. "As if Atticus would see a girl down bad and leave her. Reminds him too much of Emily."
Atticus shot Jeremiah a sharp look, his expression suddenly serious. "Jere," he warned, his tone low.
Stella's curiosity piqued at the mention of Emily, but the tension in the car was palpable. It was clear from Atticus's glare that this was a topic not open for discussion. The name stirred something in her memory, a faint echo of someone she once knew, but she quickly set it aside, focusing on the present.
Turning up the radio, the song skipped to the next one, filling the car with a different sound as Stella welcomed the brief distraction. She gazed out the window, watching the landscape change, a sense of hope beginning to blossom within her. She was on her way home, and despite the challenges ahead, she felt ready to face them with the love and support of her family.
When Atticus pulled the car to a stop in front of a house in a busy suburb, Stella took a deep breath, steeling herself. She got out and paused at Atticus's window.
"You going to be okay?" Atticus asked, his concern evident.
"I'll be just fine. Thank you. Although we don't know one another well, I'm grateful for what you guys did for me. I'll always remember it," Stella said, her voice sincere.
"Take care, Stella," Atticus replied, his smile warm as she walked up to the house.
As she stepped inside, she felt a mix of relief and lingering anxiety. Once she was through the door, Atticus began to drive away, glancing at Jeremiah.
"Never mention Emily again, ever," he warned, his voice firm.
"Atticus..." Jeremiah started, but the warning in Atticus's tone was unmistakable.
"I mean it, Jeremiah. The next time I won't hold back," Atticus replied, his frustration evident.
Jeremiah fell silent, the weight of Atticus's words hanging in the air. The tension lingered as they drove off, leaving behind the house—and the unspoken questions that remained.
Stella looked at the house, its silence wrapping around her like a heavy blanket. The familiar exterior felt both comforting and foreign, a reminder of the life she had stepped away from. As she moved through the threshold and into the kitchen, her heart pounded in her chest. It was eerily quiet—no dishes left in the sink, no coffee mugs abandoned on the counter. The stillness heightened her anticipation.
"Theo?" she called out, her voice echoing softly in the empty space. The house seemed to hold its breath, waiting for a response.
She rushed up the stairs, her feet moving quickly as she navigated the familiar layout. Memories flooded her mind with each step—laughter, late-night snacks, and the warmth of shared moments. Reaching Theo's bedroom door, she knocked softly, her heart racing.
The door swung open, and she was met with the sight of her brothers. Miles stood there, and the moment their eyes met, relief washed over his face.
"Thank God," he exclaimed, pulling her into a tight embrace.
Stella didn't hesitate. She wrapped her arms around him, holding on as if he were a lifeline. The warmth of his body against hers anchored her, and she felt a wave of safety wash over her. After what felt like an eternity, she pulled away, smiling up at him, her heart swelling with gratitude.
"Are you okay?" Theo asked, his voice filled with concern as he darted over from his spot on the bed.
"I am now," Stella replied, her smile brightening the room. The sight of her younger brother brought a surge of joy that chased away the lingering shadows in her heart. She felt Theo pulling her close, enveloping her in a hug that made her feel cherished and whole.
Pulling away, Theo looked her over, searching her face for any signs of distress. "We were so worried about you," he said, his expression earnest.
"I know. I'm sorry for worrying you both," Stella said, her voice softening with sincerity. "But I'm home now. That's what matters, right?"
Miles ruffled Theo's hair playfully, a smile breaking the tension. "Home, indeed. Now we can finally have some peace and quiet."
Stella chuckled, the sound light and free. "Peace? With you two? I doubt it!"
Their laughter echoed through the room, filling the space with warmth and familiarity. In that moment, Stella felt a weight lift off her shoulders. No matter what challenges lay ahead, she knew she was surrounded by love and support, and that made all the difference.
As they settled intothe comforting rhythm of each other's company, Stella felt a renewed sense ofhope blossoming within her. She was home, and for the first time in a longwhile, she believed she could truly begin to heal.
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Beneath The Ashes Of Betrayal
RomanceWhen her life falls apart and she is at her lowest of lows, Stella James finds trust in an unexpected place.