ROSE ACADEMY OF BDSM

Chapter Twenty

Hey everyone, I just wanted to let you know I'm still going to continue with this story. It's just hard right now. I just got broken up with and it kinda soul crushed me. Writing will help though and I appreciate everyone being there. I have another chapter I'm already planning on writing after this. It'll be done quicker than this one:)
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Waking up and being upset with Xander was an understatement. My body ached and my eyes hurt from crying. At least I knew my punishment was over with and I wouldn't have to endure anything further.

I was exhausted and I just wanted to sleep all day. Xander was holding onto me tight in the bed, spooning me.

I removed myself from his hold walking over to the bathroom and using it quietly trying not to wake Xander. Standing up helped the aching in my body for sure.

When I walked back into the room I noticed Xander slowly start to wake up. I sat down on the bed quietly not ready to have this discussion with him.

"Lizzie are you ok?" I shook my head no while looking down at the ground. "What's wrong?" Tears quickly welled in my eyes.

"I'm sorry, okay?" I began saying. "I'm sorry I'm not this perfect good submissive you want me to be and I'm sorry I ended up liking you and I'm sorry I was bad and I'm sorry I'm such a mistake, okay Xander? I'm sorry." I said breathlessly.

Xander quickly grabbed me around the waist pulling me into himself  "Lizzie, it's okay stop. It's okay. You're okay. I don't want you to be different, I like you for you. We just need you to pass your classes you failed, we need you to not rebel in life. We don't want you to end up in jail or worse- doing drugs. I care about you so much and I don't want to see you go down a dark path Lizzie. I really don't. I care about you more than you think. I want what's best for you, and I'm sorry I was so harsh yesterday- truly I am. You have to understand I needed to be."

He wrapped his arms around me rocking me back and forth softly giving me a kiss on my forehead. "It's change you don't like Lizzie, but it's so important."

I nodded not knowing what to say. I didn't know what else to do anymore or how else to even feel, I was so contemplated. "How about we do something fun today?" I nodded slowly not knowing what to expect.

It was getting colder out by the days, and it was still early morning. "I have everything planned out already, let's go."

I sighed and got up getting ready for whatever the day would bring. I took a shower, did my morning routine and put on some cute overalls with a long sleeve under.

"Let's go." Xander walked me to the kitchen where my favorite breakfast food was waiting for me, French toast. I loved the cinnamon and syrup combination.

I smiled up at Xander "Thank you" he just hummed back and I quickly sat down and started scarfing it down. I didn't realize how hungry I actually was until the plate was empty.

"Okay, let's go." He grabbed his keys and we walked to the car. Some people stared at us along the way but I did my best to ignore them and look down at the ground. I'm sure they recognized me. I'm sure the whole school would recognize me. I played with my bracelet out of anxiety and finally we reached the car.

We got in and Xander started playing my favorite music which definitely helped some of my nerves and we were off driving. We drove for a bit of time until we reached a pumpkin patch and a corn maze. This would be exciting at least, we parked and I hurriedly unbuckled my seatbelt but waited for Xander to get out first knowing to not run off.

When he did get out I opened my door in a frenzy excited to go in and we walked to the front together hand in hand, he paid while I looked around bewildered. It seemed like the whole town was a BDSM town. Nothing was abnormal to anyone here at least. These were all people that attended the academy living here. I wondered how large it was and who was and wasn't allowed inside.