Sneha's pov
Our eyes met . It fells like time stops . His eyes are red and swallowed . Did he cried whole night?? He have dark circles too his eyes was finding love . He have truth in his eyes . I want to trust him but - what if he breaks my trust again ??
Does he loves me?? it's your imagination sneha ... I will not forgive you for your deeds . My self respect matters to me but how can I ignore my love and feelings for him .
The room was filled with silence . I can fell his breath which sends me shivers .
Then i decided to break the silence. i cant stay in this position with him...
"will...will you help me to sit properly" i asked him
"huh..ha sure"he said shockingly and stand up from the bed ..was he lost in some thoughts?
he carefully made me sit comfortably and placed some pillows behind me. he sat on the chair near me . then..then i noticed my diary no pls no dont tell me that he read the whole diary...
"umb...bhabi gave me this . she told me that you always want to share this with your husband..i mean with me . so i read it only few pages are left . hope you will not mind..."he said and i realize that i was continuously staring on the diary. i nodded at his words .
"well i have alot of things to talk about but if you want then you can talk i will listen everything"he said and i moved my gaze towards him only to find that hewas already looking at me with a hope in his eyes?? hope ? what kind of hope??
"y..you can continue" as soon as i said he gentlely holds my hand .
" i know everything i did was wrong i..i used to think that marriage will snatch my freedom but i was wrong i was wrong when i thought you married me because of my money and the power . sneha i know it is difficult but please forgive me if possible. i ignored my feelings from the very first day i saw you . please sneha i beg you give me a chance to be your ideal husband . our destiny took us here please dont leave me now . i need you . regret is just a word which is nothing infront of the guilty i have inside me . you know what the doctor told me tha...that if y-you did not wa-ke in 24 hrs i-i-i wi..w"his words was comforting me but in the last sentenced he started breaking into tears his voice was breaking which inever saw and heard about..
"shh ham theek hai aap pani pijiye" i started calming him by caresing his back .i wiped his tears which was continuously flowing . i moved my gaze towards the table to find water but it was empty
"why did you risk your life for me"he asked still sobbing and waited for my answer but i dont know what should i say. after getting no reply from my side he again speak.
"tell me dont your life matter to you ?? is my life important or your life??"
my life , yess my life is more precious cuz you are my life ..but yesterday you ruined everything my trust , my love , my expectations but I still love you I will do till the end of my life i thought but did not utter a single word
"will you tell me please" he said in soft tone which i never heard from him . tears starts forming in my eyes .
"ok if you dont want to tell me now then i will not force you . you can tell me whenever you will feel that i am capable to be your lifepartner" the way his words was comforting me it makes me feel like i won my life but what if it is all just an act or i am dreaming . and if it is a dream i dont want to wake up at any coast.
"atleast say those words" he said softly but what words is he talking about . understanding my questionable look he again speaks .
"the words you said before getting unconcious" he said and i furrowed my brows while trying to recall the memory .
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DESTINED WITH YOU
Poetry"I never wanted to get married specially with a middle class girl like you" his words made her heart shattered ....she replied "but I changed for you"
