(I'm sorry I haven't posted in like, a year. I've actually been pretty busy since I've started high school. I hope you guys have been patient with me and I really hope you guys like this chapter, I actually had to go back and read everything to continue this, I couldn't remember anything. So if there's anything that I messed up on, correct it for me will you? Thank you. See ya later gator! Oh, and don't correct my grammar, I know I messed up on that.)
Phil and I finally made a video telling his Fans that we were dating.. "what are you doing?" Phil asked and I looked up at him with a smile "Nothing just browsing on your Tumblr." He stands there staring at me blankly before sudden realization hits him "Wait?! Why are you on MY Tumblr, (y/n)?" I giggled and patted the spot next to me "Philly why are you so protective over your Tumblr page today?" I could tell that he was frozen that he couldn't speak... He's hiding something from me. "Phil, honey what's wrong?" He shook his head and sat down next to me taking his computer away from me and closing out the tab "Phil, Seriously what's wrong." He turned to me and put on a fake smile I gave him a 'Seriously' look and he just sighed "Look (Y/n) I... When we uploaded that-..." He stopped speaking before continuing his sentence, "You know what.. Let's just go out to eat or something we deserve something to eat just you and me, okay." I nodded slowly at him yet still very confused and he smiled for real this time.
~Time skip~
Phil and I walked to Starbucks in silence "So Phil, what are you going to get at Starbucks?" He looked over at me and shrugged "Well, I don't really know." I sighed and shook my head.
We reached Starbucks quickly going inside. 'It looks as if it were to rain' I thought. Phil and I walked up to the counter of Starbucks looking at the menu they had. "Do you know what you're getting now?" I asked looked up at the one and only I call my boyfriend.
Phil nodded. "What are you going to get?" He said without looking at me. I looked at the menu once more before telling him my answer. He smiled before looking at me and saying, "Hey, why don't you go find us a seat?"
"Okay!" I said more happy than usual, just to make Phil lighten up more. As I said it he automatically smiles before planting a kiss on my forehead.
There was an empty booth that I sat in waiting for Phil to order our drinks. I got bored of waiting, since there was kind of a big line and sang softly to myself.
"Blood still stains when the sheets are washed
Sex don't sleep when the lights are off
Kids are still depressed when you dress them up
And syrup is still syrup in a Sippy cup." (-Melanie Martinez)
"Wow, you ma'am, have a wonderful voice."
I turned to see Phil standing there with our coffees and a huge smile on his face.
I blush lightly and smile softly,
"You think so?"
"Most defiantly." Phil answered setting down the coffee and sitting down in the seat across from me.
"Well, thank you."
"No problem, princess."
I grabbed my coffee sipping it and burning my mouth with it.
"Ow, ow, ow!" I stuck out my tongue trying to cool it off.
"Are you okay?" Phil asked concerned.
"Yeah, I'm fine. I just burnt my tongue."
Phil giggled before standing up.
"I gotta go to the bathroom, be right back," he smiles to himself before speaking up again "Don't party to hard without me, Kay?"
I couldn't help but to let out a laugh.
"I promise."
That was all I said before he walked off to the bathroom.
~Time Skip~
It's been twenty minutes, at the most, since he went to the bathroom. So, I decided to see if he was at least out of the bathroom.
Walking over to the bathroom area I saw it, I saw Phil, but I didn't see him the way I wanted to see him. Phil was kissing another girl. I shook my head coming up with excuses for him, but it was done, he was kissing her.
I looked at the female, then Phil.
"Ph-... Phil...?" Was all I could get out.
He heard me. Phil broke away and looked over at me in shock, complete terror, those beautiful blue eyes of his turned dull, he was scared.
I couldn't stare at them anymore, so I ran. I was out the door, tears streaming down my face.
"(Y/n)! Please, come back!" I heard Phil say.
I shook my head, I was furious with him, I couldn't stand to see him right now.
I ran all the way to my apartment flat, unlocked the door, and locked myself in my room.
"I hate you Phil, I hate you so much." I whispered to myself.
About thirty minutes later I heard a knock on my door, it was a soft knock.
"(Y/n), please open the door. I don't know how much of all that you had seen, but I'm going to guess not all of it. Please, open the door. I want to tell you what you didn't see. (Y/n), please don't leave me... I'm sorry."
It was Phil, he sounds like he's upset. Serves him right to be upset, but, I shouldn't jump to conclusions, it's not fair.
I got up and opened the door for him to see a tired, dull eyes, scared to death, Phil. Just at the sight of him, I started to tear up.
"Explain." Was all I could say.
"Before you came and saw, I walked out of the bathroom and one of my fans came up to me, I took a picture and talked to her for a bit, but then she," he hesitated before speaking again "She kissed me. I'm sorry that you saw that, I really am. I don't want it to happen again, I don't want you to leave me. I'll say I'm sorry as many times as it takes for you to forgive me."
I didn't know weather to believe him or not. He could be lying, but then again, it's Phil. He wouldn't do anything like that, would he?
I took a good look at his face. Seeing how he looks so scared, fragile, vulnerable. I gave up thinking.
"Phil, I don't say I believe you but then again, I do. It sounds like a reasonable excuse that any YouTuber could say, but, I choose to believe you because, well, you're Phil and I trust you. I truly love you and I'm not going to loose you because of my stupid actions of not choosing to believe you, but if I find out you're lying to me, it's over."
Phil nodded and hugged me so tight, it's like he thought I'd fall to my death.
"Thank you, (Y/n)."
