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Trauma.

Martinus POV

Martinus: What is going on?

Millie: Nothing okey just go home! She needs to rest!

Martinus: NO im not going anywhere until you tell me what the fuck is going on with my girlfriend!

Millie: She will tell you when she is ready!

Martinus: Then i will wait here until she wakes up!

Millie: Okey! You want tea while you wait?

Martinus: Yeah it would be nice! Thank you!

Millie: Not a problem.

Me and Millie talked for like 2 hours then we heard some noise in Lily's room.

Millie: Im gonna check on her! You wait here!

Martinus: Okey!

She goes upstairs to her room. While i wait.

Whats going on with her? Why no one is telling me? I care about her so much and i want to know what is happening.

Lily POV

I wake up and i drop my phone. Great. And then i hear foot steps coming to my room. Millie opens the door.

Millie: Hi! How are you feeling? Did you had nightmares again?

Lily: Im okey! I didnt had a nightmare and im feeling better.

Millie: its great to hear. But Martinus is here too and he wnts to know what was going on. Can i let him in?

Lily: Yeah i think so. He needs to know im his girlfriend after all.

Millie: He will understad if you are not ready because its a big part of your life.

Lily: No i think im ready!

Millie: Okey!

She calls Martinus upstairs tu my room. He comes in my room and hugs me tight.

Lily: Millie can you leave us alone?

Millie: of course Sis!

She leaves the room.

Martinus: God i was worried! Please tell me what is happening! I need to know!

Lily: I know i know uts just hard to tell to someone....

Martinus: Okey.....

Lily: So....when i was little my father was abusive but he got better. But then one night i waited for him to Come home but my mom send me to bed. I cried a lot but then i heard yelling and Millie came into my room and started saying its okey but i heard someone fall on the floor. I ran out if my room and saw my mom on the floor bleeding. My father beated her up from anger and he started yelling at us and the next thing i know everything went Black. Adter that i woke up in a hospital with a big headache and everything was blurry.....and after all that when im stressed or something i get these nightmares.....

He doesnt say A thing and pulls me into a bug tight hug and sinks into my shoulder.

Martinus: Why didnt you tell me that! Im so sorry for what happend with you!

Lily: Its okey! I got trough it!

Martinus: Please...please promise me that you will tell me that kind of stuff. I dont want you to be hurt. Because when you react like this i didnt understad anything!

Lily: i promise baby!

He pulls away from the hug and takes my face in his hands and kisses me sweetly and soft.

He puts a hair peace behind my ear.

Martinus: Great! And how are you feeling now?

Lily: Better!

Martinus: Thats great baby!

He kisses my forhead. He climbs in my bed and opens his arms.

Martinus: Come here!

I smile. I go to his arms and we cuddle.

Lily: i tought this would be harder!

Martinus: But it wasnt because you told me! Now i know that you cant be stressed.

Now i feel safe. Under his arms i feel protective safe loved. I dont know why but maybe im really in love with him. I have never felt this way. But he is different. I love everything about him. His smiles his eyes his hands his smell.

Then someone nocks on my door.

Millie: Hey i just wanted to check on you guys because you where too queiet.

Martinus: Yeah we are perfectly fine!

Millie: I want to hear from Lily too!

Lily: Mmhm.

Millie: Okey im gonna go for a  walk with Marcus! Have fun but not too much fun!

I giggle

Lily: Okey......

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I HAVENT UPDATED THIS STORRY FOR A MONTH IM SO SORRY I HAD SCHOOL. I WILL TRY TO POST MORE! I KNOW THIS  PART IS SHORT I WILL TRY TO MAKE A LOT LONGER! HOPE YOU GUYS LOVED IT!