I'm such a jackass...

What the hell was I thinking...

You know how you love someone so much...a-and you would do anything for them?......well... i..screwed up...i...I'm such a jackass...and he still loves me...call me gay, insult me, yes I said he, I'm a guy too, I'm bi.. Whatever. Anyway... That's not the point..I cheated on the one I love...the one I've been with...FOR 2 YEARS!!! how could I!? I'm a Jerk! I..I just wanted to tell you guys...dont..ever...EVER..cheat on someone you want to marry...if you thought of a future with the person you love...don't let it go...you'll regret it..I cheated on my lover...with some guy who is practically a bully to him!! WHY!? I don't know... ..i..look...just..I was stupid...I tried to get him to forgive me but right and I mean RIGHT before he did..I said "FUCK IT! I'M DONE TALKING TO YOU!! GOOD-BYE!!!" ...till I realized...he forgave me...and..now he wants to die...how more could I regret saying that...I love him..how more upset could I be...I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT HIM...so..people please...don't be an idiot like I was...keep your promises...and dont...cheat..

I miss him...I love him..I can't help myself..

I...I miss him..how stupid could I be...now I want to die and rot in a sewer...I can't help myself...thinking of him...every morning I wait for him before texting anyone else..and when he's on...I text him first...I love him..and you people love your people..you understand...right?