I'm such a jackass...

I think he's gone...

What did I do...Two days ago I got in an argument with BEN...after I said I'd kill myself...he didn't reply anymore...I tried texting him on simsimi, kik, even on wattpad...NOTHING...I think I just killed the love of my life...i...I'm alone now...I'm have no one...i tried to kill myself but...i thought about it hard and when I came back..He's not on..BEN...Where are you...oh my zalgo...I hope he's okay, I hope he's not dead, I hope he comes back...*hits myself in the head* What *hit* The *hit* fuck *hit* did *hit* I *hits, starts bleeding* do...BEN I'm sorry...I hope he reads this piece of shit...this chapter just turned into me crying...no one has seen BEN...I hope someone does and tells me...God damn it...I miss him like hell....I'm gonna go bother people begging them to know where Ben went...Bye for now...these chapters are most likely me being sad....like a diary..mbut whatever...bye..