Weeks passed since our Anniversary and Luyolo being beaten up.She went emkhaya to live with her parents and we've been actually really close this days.Qhawe and I have been sexually active daily and Qhawe can't seem to pull out .We recently had a fight and his been asking me if I'm pregnant or experiencing any pregnancy symptoms but little does he know that I'm infertile.
As I head downstairs I notice Qhawe on his laptop drinking coffee
Me:Morning baby
Him:Morning sthandwa
Me:Unjani?
Him:Ngyaphila wena?
Me:Ngyaphila baby should I make you breakfast
Him:Yes my love
I head to the kids bedroom to wake them up and made breakfast for them to eat before they leave for school then I made Qhawe's breakfast
Immediatly after Nathi and Melo leave for school I quickly head upstairs to change into my lingerie to try romantize things with Qhawe .I head downstairs and his still focused on his laptop.I stand infront of him and he doesn't notice me until I close his laptop
Him:Hai marn Amanda wenzelani lokho(why would you do that)
Me:Hau baby I need your attention on me
Him:Kodwa can't you see I'm working .?Ugqokeni futhi?
Me:E lingerie hau don't you like it
Him:Amanda we have children you can't walk around in that hamba phambi kwami and go change
I try going behind him and try massaging him and he just pushes my hands on his shoulders
Him:Amanda marn
I back off shocked by his expression. He is never too busy for me why now has he started seeinging someone else or I no more satisfy him anymore.I head back to my bedroom and decide to call Luyolo
Me:Babe
Her:Xu- yazi ngakohlwa Hai Nkosi
Me:Mgane yoh isn't my marriage bad
Her:Haibo njani manje
Me:u Qhawe He doesn't have time for me anymore .
Her:Amanda you know when a man starts acting like that shukuthi there's someone that makes him happy
Me:Don't say that ha ,mina I can't believe that my man cheat on me hauwa .Phela mina ngi package why would he want to throw it away
Her:(she chuckles)Thatha package kodwa chomiey atleast check his phone to be sure yazi this days man don't keep their pants zipped
Me:I will check it when he leave his phone alone .Kodwa mina I know his not cheating maybe his just busy focused on his businesses I mean his the only one that brings the food on the table
Her:Amanda kodwa no matter what no one is too busy .Girl go check that phone ngeke
Maybe Luyolo is right I need to check e phone yaka Qhawe . I head down to the dining table and peek for his phone but it's not on the dining so I head back to my room and try calling it and it's beeping under his clothes hauw Qhawe .I check his phone and open it ngoba I know his password I go straightly ku Whatsapp and a girl's name pops up .
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Whatsapp convo between Qhawe and the girl
Her:Baby when are you going to tell her
Him:When the time is right ,I don't want to hurt her you know I love her she's my wife
Her:Kodwa baby don't you love me too ,you promised you would get married to me and leave her
Him:Thandeka marn can't you be patient,and you know I won't leave my wife.Me and you are just having fun that's it.Stop being in a competition no Amanda she's my wife and your just someone I'm seeing
Her:Arh it's not like she's you the satisfaction ,i mean why would you come to me if your sastified?
Him:Thandeka please
Her:Hai okay it's fine , when are you seeing me ?it's been days since we met
Him:How about this today night?I have no plans
Me:Manje uAmanda ?
Him:Don't tell me ngo Amanda why should my wife's name always be brought up
Her:Don't be aggressive papi meet you tonight
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As I go through Qhawe's phone reading through the text messages I can't believe khuthi my husband could ever think of cheating on me .I go downstairs with his phone and throw it towards him
Me:Yhini le nonsense Qhawe
Him:Baby
Me:Qhawe what is this(I say crying)Are you cheating on me?
Him:Baby please ngingachaza (I can explain)
Me:There is nothing to explain I saw it by myself
Him:Baby please this isn't how I wanted you to find out
Me:Are you going to marry her?
Him:Yes(he looks done )but I have a reason to take her as my second wife
Me:What reason Qhawe ,am I not enough for you
Him:You know how I want to have a big family and after I found your papers about your medical condition in the wardrobe i just couldnt accept that my dream of having a big family is gone i was heart broken.I still wanted to live that dream but I can't leave you cause I love you
Me:Qhawe because I can't bear you children I'm not woman enough? ...because I'm fruitless you want to take another woman and sleep with her right infront of me...Ngenzeni ukuze ngithole lokhu (what have I done to deserve this ).I've been nothing but a good wife to you so Is this how you repay me?
Him:Baby please me taking a second wife doesn't replace you .She will never replace you .No woman can ever replace the position you have in my heart.ngiyakuncenga I know this is hard but if I told you straight away that there's someone you would have thought I don't care but I tried hiding and telling you at the right time
Me:Qhawe can you please take me back home I can't do this
Him:Please sthandwa sam I know it's hard but I love you I can't afford to lose the mother of my children
He holds my hands and kneels on his knees
Him:Baby please don't leave me I still need you .Please give me this one chance .
I ignore him and walk straight to my room and I just sit on my bed .Am I being selfish for not allowing this. He just turned 30 and he wants more children but I can't give him anymore children.Should I give him a chance maybe I'm pulling him away from what he wants .
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BECOMING MRS NKOSI ...
RomanceThis is a story of a young woman who is currently focused on her life until he meets The one and only her boss Mr Nkosi..
