2 weeks later
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It's the day of the lobola .Qhawe is getting ready to go there with his uncles
I've been crying the whole night and Qhawe tried making me feel better but him stopping the wedding would make me feel much better.Its now Saturday 9:30am and the kids are still asleep .Qhawe is fixing his tie and Im laying on my bed with my messy braided bun and clear glasses on.
Me:Baby you don't have to do this
Him:Sthandwa sam
Me:Please don't call me that .Qhawe once you leave that door I'm also leaving to my parents house with the kids angisakwazi
Him:Amanda njani I thought you were okay
Me:Okay ???Can you be okay if I married another man
Him:Ngyak'cela Amanda ngicela ungakwenzi lokhu
Me:Is it because I can't have children ?
Him:No baby I have 3 amazing children
Me:Then yhini what does she have that I don't.?
He looks at me speechless .At this point Sana it looked like a staring contest ngoba we both not saying anything
Me:Qhawe khuluma (I say with tears)
Him:Amanda I'm sorry
Me:You have completely destroyed our family you have destroyed our marriage you have destroyed me
Him:Amanda ngyaxolisa but I have to marry her
Me:WHY for fucks sake ..
Him: Ngicela ungalinge ungithethisa .I've calmed myself down .yazi indawo yakho njengomuntu wesifazane
Me:As a woman??.Qhawe you'll regret yourself
Him:I've made my choice .As my wife you have no say .Ngik'thengile
Me:I don't know what you have turned into
As he says those words I could see the hurt in his eyes .He looked like he didn't want to say those words but there is something that is forcing him to say those words maybe he thinks I'll back down .Well he married the wrong woman then
Me:Qhawe you know what go ahead and marry her .Just know it's done between us .Don't dare leave that door
His uncles call him from downstairs
Him:Ngyaxolisa baby I have to go
Me:QHAWE!!
He leaves the room and tears just roll down my cheek I can't with this anymore I'm tired.As I'm crying ubab Mthembu (Qhawe's uncle) walks in .
Him:Mntwanami can I enter
Me:Baba since day 1 I respected you but from today onwards I've lost completely respect for you
Him:Ma'Nkosi I know what I agreed to is wrong .I was in denial too kodwa kunesizathu ngemuva kwalokhu(there is a reason behind this)
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BECOMING MRS NKOSI ...
RomanceThis is a story of a young woman who is currently focused on her life until he meets The one and only her boss Mr Nkosi..
