Escape 2

Chapter ²²:

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YN's POV:

Breath YN...

Breath!

Shit. I got up from my kneeling position in front of the toilet after throwing up and emptying my stomach for the 5th time today. God, I hate being pregnant already.

I pushed my hair to the back and tied it into a bun as I stared at my reflection in the mirror with nothing but absolute disgust, thinking about the event that conspired in the room- with Taehyung. I know I definitely shouldn't have done that, fuck, I_i  still can't believe I did that- i don't know what made me do it and I'm so ashamed cuz it's so against my character but it worked, didn't it?

If I knew kissing Taehyung and sucking his d*ck off would give him a change of mind in letting me go see Jungkook, then I would have done it a long time ago.

Sincerely speaking, i've never had that kind of courage before. Hell, i've never even sucked a cock before and I'm still very shocked how I pulled it off without gagging or choking much- though my throat fucking hurts and a little sore and when I speak my voice comes out hoarse and raspy but in time the soreness will wear off. It's nothing I haven't experienced before. There were times when Taehyung would abuse my mouth down to my throat and the next thing I know I'm sore, but yh the pain eventually subsides and goes away; now back to the courage thing- like I said before I don't know where I suddenly got that type of boldness from... but it's all thanks to HER. I couldn't have done it without my one and only Sriya.

She gave me the STRENGTH I needed.

And made it known to me that I was capable of anything.

Call me a bit*h or whatever- I don't care. I did what I did to help myself and the people I love. And I solely refuse to let my unborn child go through the same pains and sufferings I went through_ after they're born.

And I'd willingly do it again if will be the case. As long as I'm able to get what I want then... I don't care. Truth is, I've actually stopped caring a long time ago, and right now- nothing more matters to me than my baby, Jungkook and Sriya. I'll do whatever it takes to survive- to escape and help my friends.

I refuse to end up like Yoongi...

And I refuse to end up like Haneul...

I must Escape this time around and I put that on my life!

...

Without anything much to do, I decided to just get to bed. I quickly brushed my teeth and performed my nightly routine before I dressed into my white comfortable nightgown. Then I went ahead, under my comforting covers and laid down on my bed, closed my eyes, waiting for sleep to claim my consciousness...