Santino Martinelli

20.

I pressed a kiss to Santi's forehead before i left the house to meet my brothers at the docks, since i've been home business has been booming more then before .

My marriage to Santi had one upped us on the ranks even though we were already first - our marriage showed that i could be trusted , that's how the mafia world works . If you're married people seemed to trust you more and you seem to get offered more deals .

Plenty of couples wanted Santi and i to join them for dinner but Santi still wasn't feeling well so i didn't want to drag him out the house , i had Sebastian and Brielle watch over him while i work the few hours that i did .

I couldn't help but worry about him it seemed as if everything made him sick "Wassup bro" Marco said as he pulled me into a bro hug "Valdez wants a meeting with you Sunday should i schedule it or take a rain check" he asked as he held my schedule book in his hands , Valdez was the Mexicans leader my father had did business with the man before but i never got around to it .

"Sunday is cool" i told him and watched as he scribbled it down for yet another thing that i had to do Sunday .

The loud screams from Cordell had me grinning as i continuously plung my knife in and out of his palm , the man had sticky fingers so i was going to cut every last piece of them off . Stealing from me was like asking to get killed , i was someone who didn't mind giving a little extra of whatever was needed but to take without asking never got overlooked with me .

"S—-so——-sorry" he said as he panted i then took the chainsaw and cut off his whole hand all the way down to the middle of his wrist just to be sure it never grows back "sorry doesn't cut it" i said then shot him in the middle of his forehead hopefully he doesn't steal while he's in hell .

After quickly washing my hands and having my brothers clean up the mess i met them back at the office to sign off some more shipments and deal with the legal part of my business.

"Oh and congratulations i'm happy for you" Marco said as sat across from my desk , my brothers was ecstatic about my marriage and i couldn't be more happier "thanks bro" i said as we shook hands .

"Now your nights are about to be even longer" he added while chuckling "my nights are always long regardless" i replied . It didn't matter what i had to do i always seemed to never get home until almost midnight it was tiring but very rewarding "true but with a baby things would be different" he said and i frowned .

A what?

"Huh" i said . I was dumbfounded because what the hell was he even talking about "you two were keeping it a secret" he asked as his expression grew confused then it was as if things clicked because he all of a sudden grew quiet .

"Marco what the fuck are you talking about" i asked again i was now standing up , what damn baby was he referring to ? I hadn't gotten anyone pregnant i didn't even like females and never had .

"Fuck" he muttered then got out of his seat "you've got five seconds" i told him as i glared at him he was really pissing me off now "Santi told Seb who told Reno who told me that Santi and you were having baby i didn't know that you were keeping that a secret because Seb said not to say anything"

I was confused "finish up for me" i told him before i grabbed my keys and wallet . I did 120 all the way home i needed a better explanation , Santi and i never talked about kids hell i didn't even think he wanted any he never told me he if he wanted to adopt or have a surrogate so why was he communicating this to everyone else except me .

As soon as i entered the house i came face to face with the three stooges as they sat on the couch eating cookies and watching movies "hi baby" Santi said as he got up from the couch and pressed his lips to mine and when i didn't return the kiss he frowned "what's wrong" he asked as his hands ran through my hair soothingly .

"Why'd you tell everyone you wanted a baby but not me" i asked and his body grew tense then he pulled away from me "uh Seb , Brielle would you two mind leaving we can catch up Friday" he asked the two of them .

After biding Seb and Brielle goodbye Santi sat on the couch and gestured for me to do the same "i know this is going to sound crazy" he said "real crazy" he added with a nervous chuckle.

"Just say it" i urged him "i'm pregnant" he uttered and i burst out laughing Santi and his nervous jokes were always funny , he had a tendency to crack jokes before he told me about whatever was stressing him out .

When i looked back at him he wasn't laughing with me instead he sat there tense with his shirt pulled up to give me a view of his belly that was no longer packed with abs "you're serious" i asked him as i sat there stunned .

Was this even possible? I'm a hundred percent sure that Santi is a man hell i suck his dick damn near every night i'm sure i would've been noticed if he had woman parts "how do you know" i asked him as i stood up from the couch .

My husband who was ? Is a man is pregnant ? This was confusing . "Emilio gave me a test" he lowly said and i frowned that was almost a week ago "you've been keeping this from me for a week" i asked him .

"You were busy i tried i swear" i had to think back to the multiple times he'd told me we needed to talk but i've been busy and told him to wait until i got back home and when i finally did make it home he was always sleeping .

"Fuck" i breathed out then sat back next to him "fuck That's it - do you not want kids-You don't want to build a family with me" he questioned me as tears rolled down his beautiful cheeks i was quick to wipe them then i placed him on my lap his head immediately rested on my shoulder .

"I want those things with you and i'm happy - this was just surprising that's all" i assured him as my hands soothed his belly . Santi was pregnant, we were going to have a child that we'd have to raise .

All this time he was sick because he was pregnant , if he was a woman i would have been came to that conclusion but not once had i even thought this was possible.