The desire of a soul

The desire of a soul. Chapter 1 Purple hyacinth

Love.

How can that short word describe so many feelings?

The first love she ever felt was from her mom, a rough love,painful but the strongest she ever felt.

So Sinclair realised love wasn't just happiness, the love everyone spoke about, was just a fairytale.

A badly told story.

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Sinclair was a police officer, she never dreamed of it but ended up having the responsibility for other's lives, however who was the responsible for taking care of Sinclair?
The poor girl grew up alone, even when her parents were there she was alone, day, noon, afternoon, evening and night Sinclair found herself wishing for some love, wishing to be loved one day.
Then one day the girl heard her friend talking about her beloved one, her eyes were shining and looking so alive as she spoke about the man she loved.
"_Do you believe in soulmates?"_her friend asked and the group started laughing.
"_How can you believe that?"_one of the girls laughed while looking at her phone.
"_What is a soulmate?"_Sinclair asked looking confused at the girl.
"_Someone made for you!"_The girl with brown hair said every word with happiness in her eyes.
"_Someone made for me?"_Sinclair repeated her words, wondering how was that possible.
"_Lauren, don't believe whatever she says!"_the other girl rolled her eyes looking stressed.
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He was known as purple hyacinth, a beautiful but mysterious flower, which meaning was deep regret and sorrow, asking for forgiveness.
But you might be wondering, why was he asking for forgiveness?
I certainly believe everyone wants to be forgiven for their sins, and maybe that's what Purple Hyacinth wanted as well, live a peaceful life without feeling overwhelmed by his own feelings.
Behind his innocent eyes, Kieran just wanted to be satisfied with his choices, so he became someone who maybe he regrets.
Again, he was running through the night looking for victim, behind the mask he was wearing that day was the desire to end it as soon as possible, his heart was beating as fast as a rollercoaster.
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Once the police alarm went off, Lauren found herself running through the city, her eyes running through the streets looking for the guilty of that, she was concerned she wouldn't be able to save another heart again and that thought haunted her for the past hours she spent on that police car.
Once the car stopped and everyone started running through the crowd, Sinclair saw his shadow running away from the building, no one else noticed, how could they not notice? She thought to herself.
Immediately Sinclair ran through the road, entering the dark and empty hallway.
"_Don't move or i will shoot!"_She said feeling her heart racing as she held the gun.
"_Who are you?"_The woman asked, but didn't receive any response from the man standing in front of her.
"_Purple hyacinth?"_She felt her hand shaking for a minute before bringing her confidence back.
"_It is not time yet."_The man said turning around at her.
"_If you move, i will shoot!"_Sinclair was scared, nervous, angry and wishing he would change his mind.
"_Why do you kill those hearts?"_The woman asked waiting he would feel any regret about his choices. But he did! He did feel regret in his heart, she just didn't know or didn't care about it?
Sinclair gave one step forward, hoping to get to the man in front of her.
He was far, far away, didn't matter how many steps she took, it would be impossible to reach his figure.
In a blink of an eye the man kicked her gun and started trying to knock her down, Lauren as a good and trained police officer kept her attention to his moves as fast as she could, avoiding each of his moves.
However, it wasn't for nothing he was the most wanted man in the country.
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