Devil's Cage || P.JM

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Jimin's words took her breath away as she felt the earth slipping away under her feet. Her eyes widened as Y/N looked at his back while all she could get from him was his blank stare.

Divorce... It was just a word for a world but to her it sounded like someone had crushed her whole world. The world in which she was pulled by him, the pain he gave her was what made her to wish for him to leave her alone.

She took a step back as tears welled in her eyes making her looked down. Her grip on the bag was tightened as she felt that someone was squeezing her heart.

Jimin looked at her through the window as he watched her looking down. His eyes soften as the pain swirled through them. Swear to god, he would die than to give her divorce even if the world was dying and destroying. But it was not him... It was her.

It was her. The beautiful creature that took his breath away the first time his gaze fell on her. The girl he had fallen in love with. It was her.

He would do anything to make her happy and her happiness was getting rid of him. He averted his eyes when she looked up at him.

"Why are you giving me divorce?" She asked when he turned around and looked at her, his hands inside his pocket. He was afraid that if he pulled them out, he would be holding her and never letting go.

"Isn't it what you wanted?" He asked raising his brow like it was not affecting him a little bit.

On the other hand, she tried to read his face but it was difficult for her like always. He had never let her see his true feelings and his true self. She didn't even know what he was like. And she failed. She was not getting anything and it was hurting her.

Maybe she was destined to be hurt.

Y/N turned her face away from him as she took a deep breath before she spoke up. "I will be waiting for the papers." She spoke and looked at him.

There were no emotions in his eyes anymore and to be honest, she was not surprised by it anymore. She turned around and opened the door, walking out of the door and slamming it close as she left him standing in his room all alone.

The tears couldn't stop as she walked down the stairs when Leon saw her and his eyes widened as he walked to her. She stopped at the last step when Leon came in front of her and she looked at him before a broken sob left her mouth, she couldn't stop crying.

"Hey... Y/N? What happened? Did he hurt you? Tell me?" Mentioning him had her sob again when he tried to hold her shoulders but she walked past him.

Leon walked behind her before holding her arm and turned her around. "Talk to me, Y/N." He insisted when she covered her face with her hands and started crying before wiping her tears.

"He... He is giving me divorce. I... I hate him! Why he is always the one taking decisions for me? I should be happy... But I... I don't know." She cried when Leon's eyes soften as he understood her condition.

By heart, he was content that Jimin was not the only one with feelings. She had also developed feelings along the way with him.

"I'm leaving. I don't want to see his face."

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Jimin took out his hands out of his pockets as his eyes stared at the closed door of his room. Closing his eyes, he clenched his jaw while all he could see was her face. He opened his eyes as he walked to the bed and sat down, facing the window.

He was mesmerized when he saw her standing in his room and staring outside at sky like she saw it for the first time. Her smile and content look on her face had him falling to his knees but the moment she had seen him, it was gone. Maybe he was never the one to start with it.

"It's lonely again." He whispered as he scoffed but his eyes turned sad when he looked down and tears welled in his eyes. It was the second time he cried.

The first time he cried was when he saw his parents getting killed in front of him. And then, he remembered the pain he felt when he lost them. It was worse and it was just the same he was feeling right now.

He rubbed his face as he tried to think about what he did. Would letting her go make him happy? Would he be okay? Why he saw hurt on her face? Didn't she want it?

"I want her... I want her to be mine." Jimin whispered as he kept his eyes closed thinking of her.

His world revolved around her, to him she was his moon that gave him light even in the darkness that kept him alive and made him the devil that everyone thought about him. His inner thoughts tortured him to let her go or keep her.

Let her go. It's her happiness.I don't want to let her go.

Let her go... She needs to walk away from this world.

Keep her. She is only yours, no one can have her.

His inner thoughts made him so frustrated that he stood up with his determination. "Fuck it! I can't let you go!"

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Y/N's eyes looked sad and tired. It felt like she had been walking for hours but there was no destination in the sight just an endless road. The feeling of being home, she had forgotten it.

How long it had been since she felt ease? Tears rolled down her cheeks as she tried to wipe them away but there was no use. They end up falling again.

She was about to take a turn to exit the mansion when the familiar voice called her name. Her steps halted in place. She turned around to watch him standing just a few feet apart.

She felt her heart dropped as she saw the tears in his eyes while her own fell down. She didn't know how it happened but the next moment she was in his arms.

Jimin wrapped his arms around her securely and hugged her tightly; like his life depended on her and the slight loosening of his hold will take her away from him.

"I can't... I can't let you go. I really can't. I don't think I can take the pain of losing my loved one again." He whispered in her neck as he held the back of her head, pulling her closer and deeper.

The veins of his veins were protruding as he tightened his arm around her waist. She wrapped her arms around his waist as she closed her eyes taking in his scent and the warmth he gave to her.

"I love you so much... I don't have in me to push you away. I don't want to push you away from me. I want you with me... Please, don't leave me... Please."

He poured his feelings out for her to see as he pulled back from the hug and held her face looking at her eyes. His eyes held pain while she looked at him with the soft eyes for the first time and it felt like he had conquered the whole world.

"I'm not leaving."

"Promise me? Say anything just put me at ease." He begged, resting his forehead on her as he closed his eyes. Y/N looked at him and her heart swelled as she realized that how much he has become, suddenly, so important to her.

Holding his face in her hands, she caressed his cheeks with her thumb. "I don't want you to give me divorce. I really don't know why I don't want it... All I know is that I don't want a divorce. I... I want to give us a chance." She whispered when he looked at her and small smile covered his lips as he caressed her face with his bandaged hand while the other held the back of her head.

She looked so beautiful that it made his hurt as he pulled her into the hug and kissed the side of the back. "I'm never letting you go, you are my obsession, my addiction. You are mine... You are mine. You belong to me... With me. You belong to the devil... And it's me." Jimin whispered.

His words were nothing but sounded as madness to her. He was madness and she knew that it was all because of her. Maybe it was what they both needed to be held by each other.